Mam'selle JoComstock, Harriet T. (Harriet Theresa)
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Mam'selle Jo
Comstock, Harriet T. (Harriet Theresa)
Saint Lawrence River Valley -- Fiction; Self-sacrifice -- Fiction; Single women -- Fiction
Well, then, what remained? She had house and lands and money. She
might be denied the travail and mystery of having a child, but there
were children; forgotten, disinherited children. They were possible,
and if she accepted what was hers to take, her life need not be aimless
and cheerless. She might yet know, vicariously, what her poor soul had
craved.
A wave of religious exaltation swept over Jo Morey. Such moments have
been epoch-making since the world began. The shepherds on Judea’s
plains, caught in the power of this emotion, lifted their eyes and saw
the guiding star that led them to the Manger and the world’s salvation!
Down the ages it has turned the eyes of lesser men and women to their
rightful course, and it now pointed Jo Morey to her new hope!
"I will adopt a child!" she said aloud and reverently as if dedicating
herself. "A man child."
And then, in imagination, she followed the star.
Over at St. Michael’s-on-the-Rocks there was a Catholic institution
where baby driftwood was taken in without question. St. Michael’s was a
harbour town boasting a summer colony. Women there, as elsewhere, paid
for too much faith or unsanctified greed, and the institution was often
the solution of the pitiful outcome.
Jo had repeatedly contributed to the Home. She had no affiliation with
the church that supported it, but the priest of Point of Pines had
gained her respect and liking, and for his sake she had secretly aided
causes that he approved. Tom Gavot, for instance, and the St. Michael’s
institution.
"Come, Nick," she said presently, "we’ll sleep on it."
All night Mam’selle tossed about on her bed trying to argue herself into
common sense. When she came down from the heights her decision appeared
wild and unreasonable.
What would people say?
Rarely did Jo consider this, but it caught and held her now. Her hard,
detached life had set her apart from the common conditions of the women
near her. She was in many ways as innocent and guileless as a child
although the deepest meanings of suffering and sorrow had not been
hidden from her. That any one suspected her of being what she was not,
had never occurred to her. She had shrunk from everyone at the time of
Langley’s desertion, because she neither wanted, nor looked for,
sympathy and understanding. She was grateful for the indifference that
followed that period of her life, but never for a moment had she known
of that which lay hidden in the silence of her people.
Poor Jo! What Point of Pines was destined to think was impossible for
her to conceive, because her planning was so wide of the reality that
was to ensue. Tossing and restless, Jo tried to laugh her sudden
resolve to scorn, but it would not be scorned either by reason or mirth.
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