Mam'selle JoComstock, Harriet T. (Harriet Theresa)
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Mam'selle Jo
Comstock, Harriet T. (Harriet Theresa)
Saint Lawrence River Valley -- Fiction; Self-sacrifice -- Fiction; Single women -- Fiction
"Very well!" she concluded for the second time, "I’ll adopt a child, a
man child! No girl things for me. I could not watch them straining out
for their lives with the chance of losing them. A man can get what he
wants and I’ll do my best, under God, to make him merciful."
Toward morning Jo slept.
The next day she cooked and planned as calmly as if she were arranging
for an invited guest. All her excitement and fire were smothered, but
she did not falter in her determination. She explained to Nick as she
tossed scraps to him. Nick was obligingly broad in his appetite and
tastes, bones and bits of dough were equally acceptable, and he patted
the floor thankfully with his sturdy little tail whenever Jo remembered
him.
"We’ll take it as a sign, Nick," she said, "that what I’m trying to do
is right if there is at St. Michael’s a man-thing, handsome and under a
year old. We must have him handsome, that’s half of the battle, and he
must be so young that he can’t remember. I want to begin on him.
"Now I’ll bet you, Nick, that the Home is bristling with girl children
and we’ll have none of them."
Nick thumpingly agreed to all this but kept his eye on a plate of
cookies that Mam’selle was lavishly sugaring. Nick did not spurn scraps
but, like others, he yearned for tidbits.
All day Jo worked, cooking and setting her house in order.
Late in the afternoon she contemplated cutting a door between the two
north chambers, her own and the one her father had used, which had never
been occupied since.
"The child will soon need a place of his own," mused Jo, already looking
ahead as a real mother might have done. Suddenly she started, recalling
for the first time since before Pierre Gavot’s diverting call her
ambition concerning a boarder.
"Well, the boarder will have to wait," she thought, "they hate babies,
and boys are terribly noisy and messy. I’ll take a boarder when the lad
goes away to school. I’ll need company then."
By nightfall the little white house was spotless and in order. The
fragrance of cooking mingled with the odour of wood fire was soothing to
Jo’s tired nerves; it meant home and achievement.
"I’ll not let on about the child," she concluded just before she went to
sleep. "When the doors of St. Michael’s close on a child going in or
out, they close, and that is the end of it. If folks care to pry it
will give them something to do and keep them alive, but it’s little
they’ll get from the Sisters or me.
"I’m a fool, a big fool, but I can pay for my folly and that’s more than
many women can do."
Early on the following morning Jo set forth in her broad-bellied little
cart in which were a hamper of goodies for the waifs of St. Michael’s,
and a smaller basket containing Jo’s own midday meal. Jo, herself, sat
on the shaft beside the fat Molly and bobbed along in the best of
spirits.
"You’re to watch the place, Nick," she commanded, "and if he returns,
you know who, just save a nip of him for me, that’s a good beastie."
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