At such times in the past Jane’s mind had a trick of getting her body
into the most absurd and startling situations, while it ran wild and
free--did as it pleased. She was in bed in her room with the door
closed but her fancy took her body out into the street. She went
along conscious that all the men she passed were smiling and she kept
wondering what was the matter. She hurried home and went to her room
only to find that her dress was all unbuttoned at the back. It was
terrible. Again she was walking in the street and the white drawers she
wore under her skirts had become in some unaccountable way unfastened.
There was a young man coming toward her. He was a new young man who had
just come to town and had taken a job in a store. Well, he was going
to speak to her. He raised his hat and at just that moment the drawers
began to creep down along her legs.
Jane Webster lay in her bed and smiled at the memory of the fears that
had visited her when, in the past, her mind had got into the trick of
running wildly, uncontrolled. In the future things would be somewhat
different. She had gone through something and had perhaps much more to
go through. The things that had seemed so terrible would perhaps only
be amusing now. She felt infinitely older, more sophisticated, than she
had been but a few hours earlier.
* * * * *
How strange it was that the house remained so silent. From somewhere,
off in the town, there came the sound of horses’ hoofs on a hard road
and the rattle of a wagon. A voice shouted, faintly. Some man of the
town, a teamster, was setting out early. Perhaps he was going to
another town to get a load of goods and haul them back. He must have a
long way to go that he started out so early.
She moved her shoulders uneasily. What was the matter with her? Was she
afraid in her own bedroom, in her own bed? Of what was she afraid?
She sat suddenly and rigidly upright in bed and then, after a moment,
let her body fall backward again. There had come a sharp cry out of the
throat of her father, a cry that had gone ringing through the house.
“Katherine,” her father’s voice cried. There was just that one word. It
was the name of the Webster’s one servant. What did her father want of
Katherine? What had happened? Had something terrible happened in the
house? Had something happened to her mother?
There was something lurking at the back of Jane Webster’s mind, a
thought that did not want to be expressed. It was as yet unable to make
its way up out of the hidden parts of herself and into her mind.
The thing she feared, expected, could not have happened yet. Her mother
was in the next room. She had just heard her moving about in there.
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