And so for years the man had been in the habit of coming into his
bedroom at night, taking off his clothes, and hanging them on a chair
or in a closet and then crawling into bed to sleep heavily. Sleeping
was a part of the necessary business of living and if, before he
slept, he thought at all he thought of his washing machine business.
There was a note due and payable at the bank on the next day and he
had no money with which to pay it. He thought of that and of what he
could and would say to the banker to induce him to renew the note.
Then he thought about the trouble he was having with the foreman at
his factory. The man wanted a larger wage and he was trying to think
whether or not, if he did not give it to him, the man would quit and
put him to the trouble of finding another foreman.
When he slept he did not sleep lightly and no fancies visited his
dreams. What should have been a sweet time of renewal became a heavy
time filled with distorted dreams.
And then, after the doors of Natalie’s body had been swung open for
him, he became aware. After that evening when they had knelt together
in the darkness it was hard for him to go home in the evening and sit
at table with his wife and daughter. “Well, I can’t do it,” he told
himself and ate his evening meal at a restaurant down town. He stayed
about, walking in unfrequented streets, talking or in silence beside
Natalie and then went with her to her own house, far out at the edge of
town. People saw them walking thus together and, as there was no effort
at concealment, there was a blaze of talk in the town.
When John Webster went home to his own house his wife and daughter had
already gone to bed. “I am very busy at the shop. Do not expect to see
much of me for a time,” he had said to his wife on the morning after he
had told Natalie of his love.
He did not intend to stay on in the washing machine business or to
continue his married life. What he would do he did not quite know. He
would live with Natalie for one thing. The time had come to do that.
He had spoken of it to Natalie on that first evening of their intimacy.
On that evening, after the others were all gone they went to walk
together. As they went through the streets people in the houses were
sitting down to the evening meal, but the man and woman did not think
of eating.
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