John Webster’s tongue had become loosened and he did a great deal of
talking to which Natalie listened in silence. Of the people of the town
those he did not know all became romantic figures in his awaking mind.
His fancy wanted to play about them and he let it. They went along a
residence street toward the open country beyond and he kept speaking
of the people in the houses. “Now Natalie, my woman, you see all these
houses here,” he said waving his arms to right and left, “well, what
do you and I know about what goes on back of these walls?” He kept
taking deep breaths as he went along, just as he had done back there
at the office when he had run across the room to kneel at Natalie’s
feet. The little voices within him were still talking. He had been
something like this sometimes when he was a boy, but no one had ever
understood the riotous play of his fancy and in time he had come to
think that letting his fancy go was all foolishness. Then when he was
a young man and had married there had come a sharp new flare-up of the
fanciful life, but then it had been frozen in him by the fear and the
vulgarity that is born of fears. Now it was playing madly. “Now you
see, Natalie,” he cried, stopping on the sidewalk to take hold of her
two hands and swinging them madly back and forth, “now you see, here’s
how it is. These houses along here look like just ordinary houses, such
as you and I live in, but they aren’t like that at all. The outer walls
are, you see, just things stuck up, like scenery on a stage. A breath
can blow the walls down or an outburst of flames can consume them all
in an hour. I’ll bet you what--I’ll bet that what you think is that
the people back of the walls of these houses are just ordinary people.
They aren’t at all. You’re all wrong about that, Natalie, my love. The
women in the rooms back of these walls are all fair sweet women and you
should just go into the rooms. They are hung with beautiful pictures
and tapestry and the women have jewels on their hands and in their hair.
“And so the men and women live together in their houses and there are
no good people, only beautiful ones, and children are born and their
fancies are allowed to riot all over the place, and no one takes
himself too seriously and thinks the whole outcome of human life
depends upon himself, and people go out of these houses to work in the
morning and come back at night and where they get all the rich comforts
of life they have I can’t make out. It’s because there is really such a
rich abundance of everything in the world somewhere and they have found
out about it, I suppose.”
On their first evening together he and Natalie had walked beyond the
town and had got into a country road. They went along this for a mile
and then turned into a little side road. There was a great tree growing
beside the road and they went to lean against it, standing side by side
in silence.
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