Speaking very clearly and slowly, as though afraid he would get off
the track, he told her something of his life as a business man, of
how little essential interest he always had in the affairs that had
occupied all his days.
He forgot about the Virgin and for a time spoke only of himself. He
came again to sit beside her and as he talked boldly put his hand on
her leg. The flesh was cold under her thin nightgown.
“I was a young thing as you are now, Jane, when I met the woman who is
your mother and who was my wife,” he explained. “You must try to adjust
your mind to the thought that both your mother and I were once young
things like yourself.
“I suppose your mother, when she was your age must have been very
much as you are now. She would of course have been somewhat taller.
I remember that her body was at that time very long and slender. I
thought it very lovely then.
“I have cause to remember your mother’s body. She and I first met
each other through our bodies. At first there was nothing else, just
our naked bodies. We had that and we denied it. Perhaps upon that
everything might have been built, but we were too ignorant or too
cowardly. It is because of what happened between your mother and myself
that I have brought you into my own naked presence and have brought
this picture of the Virgin in here. I have a desire to in some way make
the flesh a sacred thing to you.”
His voice had grown soft and reminiscent and he took his hand from his
daughter’s leg and touched her cheeks and then her hair. He was frankly
making love to her now and she had somewhat fallen under his influence.
He reached down and taking one of her hands held it tightly.
“We met, you see, your mother and I, at the house of a friend.
Although, until a few weeks ago, when I suddenly began to love another
woman, I had not for years thought about that meeting, it is, at this
moment, as clear in my mind as though it had happened here, in this
house, to-night.
“The whole thing, of which I now want to tell you the details, happened
right here in this town, at the house of a man who was at that time my
friend. Now he is dead, but at that time we were constantly together.
He had a sister, a year younger than himself, of whom I was fond, but
although we went about together a good deal, she and I were not in love
with each other. Afterward she married and moved out of town.
“There was another young woman, the very woman who is now your mother,
who was coming to that house to visit my friend’s sister and as they
lived at the other end of town and as my father and mother were away
from town on a visit I was asked to visit there too. It was to be a
kind of special occasion. The Christmas holidays were coming on and
there were to be many parties and dances.
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