“Just then, at that moment, in the room in the darkness, the woman
began to sob like a brokenhearted child. There had been a thing quite
tremendous come to her and she could not hold it. To be sure the
immediate cause of her weeping that way, the way in which she would
have explained her grief, was shame. That was what she thought had
happened to her, that she had been put into a shameful ridiculous
position. She was a young girl. I dare say thoughts had already come
into her mind concerning what all the others would think. At any rate I
know that at the moment and afterward I was more pure than herself.
“The sound of her sobbing rang through the house and downstairs my
friend’s mother and sister, who had been standing and listening as I
have said, now ran to the foot of the stairway leading up.
“As for myself, I did what must have seemed to all the others a
ridiculous, almost a criminal thing. I ran to the door leading into the
bedroom and tearing it open ran in, slamming the door behind me. It was
by this time almost completely dark in the room, but without hesitation
I ran to her. She was sitting on the edge of the bed and as she sobbed
her body rocked back and forth. She was, at that moment, like a slender
young tree, standing in an open field, without any other trees to
protect it. She was shaken as by a great storm, that’s what I mean.
“And so you see, I ran to her and threw my arms about her body.
“The thing that had happened to us before happened once again, for
the last time in our lives. She gave herself to me, that’s what I am
trying to say. There was another marriage. For just a moment she became
altogether quiet and in the uncertain light her face was turned up to
mine. From her eyes came that same look, as of one coming up to me, out
of a deep buried place, out of the sea or something like that. I have
always thought of the place out of which she came as the sea.
“I dare say if anyone but you heard me tell this and if I had told it
to you under less strange circumstances you would only have thought me
a romantic fool. ‘She was startled,’ you would say and I dare say she
was. But also there was this other. Even though it was dark in the room
I felt the thing glowing deep down in her and then coming up, straight
up to me. The moment was unspeakably lovely. It lasted for but a
fraction of a second, like the snapping of the shutter of a camera, and
then it passed.
“I still held her tightly and the door opened and in the doorway stood
my friend and his mother and sister. He had taken the lamp from its
bracket on the wall and held it in his hand. She sat quite naked on the
bed and I stood beside her, with one knee on the edge of the bed, and
with my arms thrown about her.”
II
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