Cornwall (England : County) -- Fiction; England -- Social life and customs -- 20th century -- Fiction; Vacations -- Fiction
How many holidays had there been before exactly like this one? He could
not count them. There had always been people to see them off—people who
had said the same things, made the same jokes, smiled and laughed in the
same way. There had always been the same hurried breakfast, the agitated
drive, the crowded station, the counting of boxes. There had not, of
course, been always the girls; there had been a nurse, and they had
travelled in another carriage because the noise troubled his wife. His
wife! He looked at her now as she lay back against her cushions with her
eyes closed. She had changed very little during all those married years;
she was still the same dainty, pretty little woman—something delicate
and fragile—whom he had loved so passionately fifteen years before. He
thought of those years before he had met her. They had been exciting,
adventurous years. Whenever he went out, were it only to pay a call,
there had been always the thought that now, perhaps, at last, he was to
meet that wonderful Fate that was waiting somewhere for him. He had
often thought that he had met it. He remembered Miss Suckling, a pretty
girl, a parson’s daughter, and then Lucy Armes with her wonderful dark
hair and glorious eyes, and then little Rose Craven—yes, he had loved
her pretty badly, only some one else had stepped in and carried her off.
And then at last his Fate had come; there had been a delirious courting,
a glorious proposal, a rapturous engagement, and a wonderful wedding. It
was all so swift and so exciting that he had not had time to think about
it at all. The world had seemed a very wonderful, glowing place then,
and he had wondered why people thought that rapture faded and gave place
to other feelings—mistrust and criticism and then estrangement. He
remembered the wonderful letters that he had written, and the sealing of
them with great blots of red sealing-wax—every night he had written. On
looking back, it seemed that he had done most of the wooing; she had
been very charming and dainty and delightful, but she had taken things
very quietly and soberly.
And now? He looked at her again, and then out of the window. Nothing had
happened, of course. He could look to no definite act or event and point
to it as the dividing line. He had discovered very quickly that she had
nothing to give him, that there was no question, nor indeed could ever
be, of partnership or companionship. That, of course, had been at first.
He had put it down to his own stupidity, his ignorance, his blindness;
but he had tried her on every side, he had yielded her every allowance,
and there was nothing there, simply nothing at all.
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