Margaret Sanger: an autobiography.Sanger, Margaret
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Margaret Sanger: an autobiography.
Sanger, Margaret
Birth control -- United States -- Biography; Sanger, Margaret, 1879-1966
In most schools teachers and pupils then were natural enemies, and the
one I had in the eighth grade was particularly adept at arousing
antagonism. She apparently disliked her job and the youngsters under her
care as much as we hated her. Sarcasm was both her defense and weapon of
attack. One day in mid-June I was delayed in getting off for school.
Well aware that being tardy was a heinous crime, I hurried, pulling and
tugging at my first pair of kid gloves, which Mary had just given me.
But the bell had rung two minutes before I walked into the room, flushed
and out of breath.
The teacher had already begun the class. She looked up at the
interruption. “Well, well, Miss Higgins, so your ladyship has arrived at
last! Ah, a new pair of gloves! I wonder that she even deigns to come to
school at all.”
Giggles rippled around me as I went into the cloakroom and laid down my
hat and gloves. I came back, praying the teacher would pay no more
attention to me, but as I walked painfully to my seat she continued
repeating with variations her mean comments. Even when I sat down she
did not stop. I tried to think of something else, tried not to listen,
tried to smile with the others. I endured it as long as I could, then
took out my books, pyramiding arithmetic, grammar, and speller, strapped
them up, rose, and left.
Mother was amazed when I burst in on her. “I will never go back to that
school again!” I exclaimed dramatically. “I have finished forever! I’ll
go to jail, I’ll work, I’ll starve, I’ll die! But back to that school
and teacher I will never go!”
As older brothers and sisters drifted home in the evening, they were as
horrified as mother. “But you have only two weeks more,” they
expostulated.
“I don’t care if it’s only an hour. I will not go back!”
When it became obvious that I would stick to my point, mother seemed
glad to have me to help her. I was thorough and strong and could get
through a surprising amount of work in no time. But the rest of the
family was seriously alarmed. The next few months were filled with
questions I could not answer. “What can you ever be without an
education?” “Are you equipped to earn a living?” “Is factory life a
pleasant prospect? If you don’t go back to school, you’ll surely end
there.”
“All right. I’ll go to work!” I announced defiantly. Work, even in the
factory, meant money, and money meant independence. I had no rebuttal to
their arguments; I was acting on an impulse that transcended reason, and
must have recognized that any explanation as to my momentous decision
would sound foolish.
Then suddenly father, mother, my second older sister Nan, and Mary, who
had been summoned to a family council, tried other tactics. I was sent
for two weeks to Chautauqua, there to take courses, hear lectures from
prominent speakers, listen to music. This was designed to stimulate my
interest in education and dispel any idea I might have of getting a job.
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