Margaret Sanger: an autobiography.Sanger, Margaret
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Margaret Sanger: an autobiography.
Sanger, Margaret
Birth control -- United States -- Biography; Sanger, Margaret, 1879-1966
My impulse had been misconstrued. I was not rebelling against education
as such, but only against that particular school and that particular
teacher. When fall drew near and the next session was at hand I was
still reiterating that I would not go back, although I still had no
answer to Nan’s repeated, “What are you going to do?”
Nan was perhaps the most inspiring of all my brothers and sisters. The
exact contrary to father, she wanted us all to conform and was in tears
if we did not. To her, failure in this respect showed a lack of
breeding. Yet even more important than conformity was knowledge, which
was the basis for all true culture. She herself wanted to write, and had
received prizes for stories from _St. Nicholas_ and the _Youth’s
Companion_. But the family was too dependent upon the earnings of the
older girls, and she was obliged to postpone college and her equally
ardent desire to study sculpture. She became a translator of French and
German until these aspirations could be fulfilled.
At the time of my mutiny Nan was especially disturbed. “You won’t be
able to get anywhere without an education,” she stated firmly. She and
Mary, joining forces, together looked for a school, reasonable enough
for their purses, but good enough academically to prepare me for
Cornell. Private education was not so expensive as today, and families
of moderate means could afford it. My sisters selected Claverack College
and Hudson River Institute, about three miles from the town of Hudson in
the Catskill Mountains. Here, in one of the oldest coeducational
institutions in the country, the Methodist farmers of the Dutch valley
enrolled their sons and daughters; unfortunately it is now gone and with
it the healthy spirit it typified. One sister paid my tuition and the
other bought my books and clothes; for my board and room I was to work.
Going away to school was epochal in my life. The self-contained family
group was suddenly multiplied to five hundred strangers, all living and
studying under one roof. The girls’ dormitory was at one end, the boys’
at the other, but we shared the same dining room and sat together in
classes; occasionally a boy could call on a girl in the reception hall
if a teacher were present. I liked best the attitude of the teachers;
they were not so much policemen as companions and friends, and their
instruction was more individual and stimulating than at Corning.
I did not have money to do things the other girls did—go off for
week-ends or house-parties—but waiting on table or washing dishes did
not set me apart. The work was far easier than at home, and a girl was
pretty well praised for doing her share. At first the students all
appeared to me uninteresting and lacking in initiative. I never found
the same imaginative quality I was used to in my family, but as certain
ones began to stand out I discovered they had personalities of their
own.
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