But it was not to be. He was not without success in the circus which he
subsequently joined, but he was improvident. His income increased in
arithmetical progression, and his expenditure in geometrical. This, as
Dr. Micawber and Professor Malthus have shown us, must end in disaster.
Looking at it from the noblest point of view--the autobiographical--I
saw that a marriage with Hugo would inevitably cramp my style.
And so the great sacrifice was made. Our feelings were so intense as we
said farewell that my native reserve and reticence forbid me to
describe them. But we parted one night in June, with a tear in the
throat and a catch in the eye. As he strode from the park, I looked
upward and saw in the brown crags above me some graceful animal
silhouetted against an opal sky. I always have said that those Mappin
Terraces were an improvement.
SIXTH EXTRACT
TESTIMONIALS--ROYAL APPRECIATION
Being what I am, it may readily be supposed that I have received many
tributes to the qualities that I possess. I have already exposed many of
these to the public gaze, still have some left, and it seems to me a
pity that my readers should miss any of the evidence. The first
testimonial is from my sister Casey, and a melancholy interest is
attached to it. It was the last one she wrote for me before I took the
momentous step which will be described in my last chapter:
"Marge Askinforit has been in my service for eight years. I should
not be parting with her but for the fact that I am compelled by
reasons of health to leave England. Askinforit is clean, sober,
honest, an early riser, an excellent plate-cleaner and valet, has
perfect manners and high intelligence, takes a great pride in her
work, and is most willing, obliging and industrious. She was with
me as parlour-maid (first of two), and now seeks temporary
employment in that capacity; but there is no branch of domestic
service with which she is not thoroughly well acquainted, and when
the occasion has arisen she has always been willing to undertake
any duties, and has done so with unfailing success. She is tall, of
good appearance, Church of England (or anything else that is
required), and anybody who secures such a treasure will be
exceptionally fortunate. I shall be pleased at any time to give any
further information that may be desired.
"(Mrs.) C. MORGENSTEIN."
I do not say that dear Casey's estimate had the arid accuracy of the
pedant, but she had a rich and helpful imagination. In rare moments of
depression and unhappiness I have found that by reading one of her
testimonials I can always recover my tone. And they were effective for
their purpose. By this time I was accepting no situations except with
titled people; and some of the language that I heard used suggested to
me that the reclamation of baronets during their dinner-hour might after
all be my life's work.
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