After our first communion we did not attend class any more. Bonne
Justine taught us to sew. We made caps for peasant women. It was not
very difficult, and as it was something new I worked hard. Bonne
Justine said that I should make a very good needle-woman. Sister
Marie-Aimee used to kiss me and say, "So you would, if you could only
get over your laziness." But when I had made a few caps and had to go
on doing the same thing over and over again, my laziness got the better
of me. The work bored me, and I could not make up my mind to do it. I
could have remained for hours and hours without moving, watching the
others work. Marie Renaud never spoke to us while she was sewing. Her
stitches were so small and so close together that one needed good eyes
to see them. Ismerie sang all the time she sewed, and nobody ever
scolded her. Some of the girls sewed with bent backs and a frown on
their foreheads. Their fingers were moist, and their needles
squeaked. Others sewed slowly and carefully, without getting tired or
bored, counting their stitches under their breath. That is the way I
should have liked to sew. I used to scold myself for not doing so, and
then I used to imitate them for a few minutes. But the least sound
disturbed me, and I would stop and listen, or look at what was going on
all round me. Madeleine said that my nose was always in the air. I
spent most of my time imagining needles which would sew all by
themselves. For a long time I hoped that an old woman, whom nobody
would see but I, would come out of the big fireplace and sew my cap for
me very quickly. At last I took no notice of Sister Marie-Aimee's
scolding, and she didn't know what to do to make me work. One day she
decided that I was to read aloud twice a day. It was a great joy for
me. The time to begin reading never seemed to come quickly enough, and
I was always sorry when I closed the book.
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