When I had finished reading Sister Marie-Aimee used to make Colette the
cripple sing to us. She always sang the same songs, but her voice was
so lovely that we never got tired of listening to it. She sang quite
simply, without stopping her work, and she kept time with her needle as
she sang. Bonne Justine, who knew all about everybody, told us that
Colette had been brought in with both legs broken, when she was quite a
tiny child. She was twenty now. She walked with great difficulty,
helping herself with two sticks, and she would never use crutches
because she was afraid of looking like an old woman. During recreation
I always used to see her alone on a bench. She kept on throwing
herself back and stretching. Her dark eyes had such big pupils that
one hardly saw the whites at all. I felt drawn towards her. I should
have liked to have been her friend. She seemed very proud, and
whenever I did any little thing for her she had a way of saying, "Thank
you, little one," which made me remember that I was only twelve years
old. Madeleine told me, mysteriously, that we were not allowed to talk
to Colette alone, and when I wanted to know why, she reeled out a long
complicated story which told me nothing at all. I asked Bonne Justine,
who used a lot of words which I didn't understand, but told me that a
little girl like me must not be alone with Colette. I could never
understand why. I noticed that every time one of the big girls gave
her her arm to help her to walk about a little, three or four other
girls always came up and talked and laughed with them. I thought that
she had no friends. A feeling of great pity drew me to her, and one
day when she was all alone I asked her to take my arm for a little
walk. I was standing in front of her timidly, but I knew that she
would not refuse. She looked at me and said, "You know it is not
allowed." I nodded "Yes." She looked at me again. "Aren't you afraid
of being punished?" she said. I shook my head to say "No." I wanted
to cry and it made my throat feel tight. I helped her to get up. She
leaned on her stick with one hand and put all her weight on my
shoulder. I could see how difficult it was for her to walk. She did
not say a word to me while we were walking, and when I had taken her
back to her bench she looked at me and said, "Thank you, Marie Claire."
When she saw me with Colette, Bonne Justine raised her arms to heaven
and made the sign of the cross. At the other end of the playground
Madeleine shook her fist at me and shouted.
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