supposed to mark the consciousness of a prudently restrained ability to
give an explanation of mysterious phenomena in human relationships. For
my own part, I am just as much in the dark as my mother. My father, who
was a shrewd man, was always puzzled, and could not read the riddle. He
used to say that he never thought George could have “made up” to any
young woman, and it was quite clear that Miss Leroy did not either then
or afterwards display any violent affection for him. I have heard her
criticise and patronise him as a “good soul,” but incapable, as indeed he
was, of all sympathy with her. After marriage she went her way and he
his. She got up early, as she was wont to do, and took her Bible into
the fields while he was snoring. She would then very likely suffer from
a terrible headache during the rest of the day, and lie down for hours,
letting the house manage itself as best it could. What made her
selection of George more obscure was that she was much admired by many
young fellows, some of whom were certainly more akin to her than he was;
and I have heard from one or two reports of encouraging words, and even
something more than words, which she had vouchsafed to them. A solution
is impossible. The affinities, repulsions, reasons in a nature like that
of Miss Leroy’s are so secret and so subtle, working towards such
incalculable and not-to-be-predicted results, that to attempt to make a
major and minor premiss and an inevitable conclusion out of them would be
useless. One thing was clear, that by marrying George she gained great
freedom. If she had married anybody closer to her, she might have jarred
with him; there might have been collision and wreck as complete as if
they had been entirely opposed; for she was not the kind of person to
accommodate herself to others even in the matter of small differences.
But George’s road through space lay entirely apart from hers, and there
was not the slightest chance of interference. She was under the
protection of a husband; she could do things that, as an unmarried woman,
especially in a foreign land, she could not do, and the compensatory
sacrifice to her was small. This is really the only attempt at
elucidation I can give. She went regularly all her life to chapel with
George, but even when he became deacon, and “supplied” the villages
round, she never would join the church as a member. She never agreed
with the minister, and he never could make anything out of her. They did
not quarrel, but she thought nothing of his sermons, and he was perplexed
and uncomfortable in the presence of a nondescript who did not respond to
any dogmatic statement of the articles of religion, and who yet could not
be put aside as “one of those in the gallery”—that is to say, as one of
the ordinary unconverted, for she used to quote hymns with amazing
fervour, and she quoted them to him with a freedom and a certain
superiority which he might have expected from an aged brother minister,
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