but certainly not from one of his own congregation. He was a preacher of
the Gospel, it was true; and it was his duty, a duty on which he
insisted, to be “instant in season and out of season” in saying spiritual
things to his flock; but then they were things proper, decent,
conventional, uttered with gravity at suitable times—such as were
customary amongst all the ministers of the denomination. It was not
pleasant to be outbid in his own department, especially by one who was
not a communicant, and to be obliged, when he went on a pastoral visit to
a house in which Mrs. Butts happened to be, to sit still and hear her,
regardless of the minister’s presence, conclude a short mystical
monologue with Cowper’s verse—
“Exults our rising soul,
Disburdened of her load,
And swells unutterably full
Of glory and of God.”
This was _not_ pleasant to our minister, nor was it pleasant to the
minister’s wife. But George Butts held a responsible position in our
community, and the minister’s wife held also a responsible position, so
that she taxed all her ingenuity to let her friends understand at
tea-parties what she thought of Mrs. Butts without saying anything which
could be the ground of formal remonstrance. Thus did Mrs. Butts live
among us, as an Arabian bird with its peculiar habits, cries, and plumage
might live in one of our barn-yards with the ordinary barn-door fowls.
I was never happier when I was a boy than when I was with Mrs. Butts at
the mill, which George had inherited. There was a grand freedom in her
house. The front door leading into the garden was always open. There
was no precise separation between the house and the mill. The business
and the dwelling-place were mixed up together, and covered with flour.
Mr. Butts was in the habit of walking out of his mill into the
living-room every now and then, and never dreamed when one o’clock came
that it was necessary for him to change his floury coat before he had his
dinner. His cap he also often retained, and in any weather, not
extraordinarily cold, he sat in his shirtsleeves. The garden was large
and half-wild. A man from the mill, if work was slack, gave a day to it
now and then, but it was not trimmed and raked and combed like the other
gardens in the town. It was full of gooseberry trees, and I was
permitted to eat the gooseberries without stint. The mill-life, too, was
inexpressibly attractive—the dark chamber with the great, green, dripping
wheel in it, so awfully mysterious as the central life of the whole
structure; the machinery connected with the wheel—I knew not how; the
hole where the roach lay by the side of the mill-tail in the eddy; the
haunts of the water-rats which we used to hunt with Spot, the black and
tan terrier, and the still more exciting sport with the ferrets—all this
drew me down the lane perpetually. I liked, and even loved Mrs. Butts,
too, for her own sake. Her kindness to me was unlimited, and she was
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