“MADAM,—It may at first sight seem a harsh thing for me to write and
tell you what I have to say, but I can assure you I do not mean to be
anything but kind to you, and I think it will be better, for reasons
which I will afterwards explain, that I should communicate with you
rather than with your husband. For some time past I have suspected
that he was too fond of my wife, and last night I caught him with his
arms round her neck. In a moment of not unjustifiable anger I
knocked him down. I have not the honour of knowing you personally,
but from what I have heard of you I am sure that he has not the
slightest reason for playing with other women. A man who will do
what he has done will be very likely to conceal from you the true
cause of his disaster, and if you know the cause you may perhaps be
able to reclaim him. If he has any sense of honour left in him, and
of what is due to you, he will seek your pardon for his baseness, and
you will have a hold on him afterwards which you would not have if
you were in ignorance of what has happened. For him I do not care a
straw, but for you I feel deeply, and I believe that my frankness
with you, although it may cause you much suffering now, will save you
more hereafter. I have only one condition to make. Mr. Butts must
leave this place, and never let me see his face again. He has ruined
my peace. Nothing will be published through me, for, as far as I can
prevent it, I will have no public exposure. If Mr. Butts were to
remain here it would be dangerous for us to meet, and probably
everything, by some chance, would become common property.—Believe me
to be, Madam, with many assurances of respect, truly yours,—.”
I cannot distinguish the precise proportion of cruelty in this letter.
Did the writer designedly torture Butts by telling his wife, or did he
really think that she would in the end be happier because Butts would not
have a secret reserved from her,—a temptation to lying—and because with
this secret in her possession, he might perhaps be restrained in future?
Nobody knows. All we know is that there are very few human actions of
which it can be said that this or that taken by itself produced them.
With our inborn tendency to abstract, to separate mentally the concrete
into factors which do not exist separately, we are always disposed to
assign causes which are too simple, and which, in fact, have no being _in
rerum natura_. Nothing in nature is propelled or impeded by one force
acting alone. There is no such thing, save in the brain of the
mathematician. I see no reason why even motives diametrically opposite
should not unite in one resulting deed, and think it very probable that
the squire was both cruel and merciful to the same person in the letter;
influenced by exactly conflicting passions, whose conflict ended _so_.
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