rational, tangible grounds for hoping—that some force of which we are not
now aware might some day develop itself which will be able to resist and
remove the pressure which sweeps and crushes into a hell, sealed from the
upper air, millions of human souls every year in one quarter of the globe
alone.
M’Kay’s dreams therefore were not realised, and yet it would be a mistake
to say that they ended in nothing. It often happens that a grand
attempt, although it may fail—miserably fail—is fruitful in the end and
leaves a result, not the hoped for result it is true, but one which would
never have been attained without it. A youth strives after the
impossible, and he is apt to break his heart because he has never even
touched it, but nevertheless his whole life is the sweeter for the
striving; and the archer who aims at a mark a hundred yards away will
send his arrow further than he who sets his bow and his arm for fifty
yards. So it was with M’Kay. He did not convert Drury Lane, but he
saved two or three. One man whom we came to know was a labourer in
Somerset House, a kind of coal porter employed in carrying coals into the
offices there from the cellars below, and in other menial duties. He had
about fifteen or sixteen shillings a week, and as the coals must
necessarily be in the different rooms before ten o’clock in the morning,
he began work early, and was obliged to live within an easy distance of
the Strand. This man had originally been a small tradesman in a country
town. He was honest, but he never could or never would push his trade in
any way. He was fond of all kinds of little mechanical contrivings,
disliked his shop, and ought to have been a carpenter or
cabinet-maker—not as a master but as a journeyman, for he had no ability
whatever to control men or direct large operations. He was married, and
a sense of duty to his wife—he fortunately had no children—induced him to
stand or sit behind his counter with regularity, but people would not
come to buy of him, because he never seemed to consider their buying as
any favour conferred on him; and thus he became gradually displaced by
his more energetic or more obsequious rivals. In the end he was obliged
to put up his shutters. Unhappily for him, he had never been a very
ardent attendant at any of the places of religious worship in the town,
and he had therefore no organisation to help him. Not being master of
any craft, he was in a pitiable plight, and was slowly sinking, when he
applied to the solicitor of the political party for which he had always
voted to assist him. The solicitor applied to the member, and the
member, much regretting the difficulty of obtaining places for grown-up
men, and explaining the pressure upon the Treasury, wrote to say that the
only post at his disposal was that of labourer. He would have liked to
offer a messengership, but the Treasury had hundreds of applications from
great people who wished to dispose of favourite footmen whose services
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