Another friend was of a totally different type. His name was Cardinal.
He was a Yorkshireman, broad-shouldered, ruddy in the face, short-necked,
inclined apparently to apoplexy, and certainly to passion. He was a
commercial traveller in the cloth trade, and as he had the southern
counties for his district, London was his home when he was not upon his
journeys. His wife was a curious contrast to him. She was dark-haired,
pinched-up, thin-lipped, and always seemed as if she suffered from some
chronic pain or gnawing—not sufficient to make her ill, but sufficient to
make her miserable. They had no children. Cardinal in early life had
been a member of an orthodox Dissenting congregation, but he had fallen
away. He had nobody to guide him, and the position into which he fell
was peculiar. He never busied himself about religion or philosophy;
indeed he had had no training which would have led him to take an
interest in abstract questions, but he read all kinds of romances and
poetry without any order and upon no system. He had no discriminating
faculty, and mixed up together the most heterogeneous mass of trumpery
novels, French translations, and the best English authors, provided only
they were unworldly or sentimental. Neither did he know how far to take
what he read and use it in his daily life. He often selected some
fantastical motive which he had found set forth as operative in one of
his heroes, and he brought it into his business, much to the astonishment
of his masters and customers. For this reason he was not stable. He
changed employers two or three times; and, so far as I could make out,
his ground of objection to each of the firms whom he left might have been
a ground of dislike in a girl to a suitor, but certainly nothing more.
During the intervals of his engagements, unless he was pressed for money,
he did nothing—not from laziness, but because he had got a notion in his
head that his mind wanted rest and reinvigoration. His habit then was to
consume the whole day—day after day—in reading or in walking out by
himself. It may easily be supposed that with a temperament like his, and
with nobody near him to take him by the hand, he made great mistakes.
His wife and he cared nothing for one another, but she was jealous to the
last degree. I never saw such jealousy. It was strange that, although
she almost hated him, she watched him with feline sharpness and patience,
and would even have killed any woman whom she knew had won his affection.
He, on the other hand, openly avowed that marriage without love was
nothing, and flaunted without the least modification the most ideal
theories as to the relation between man and woman. Not that he ever went
actually wrong. His boyish education, his natural purity, and a fear
never wholly suppressed, restrained him. He exasperated people by his
impracticability, and it must be acknowledged that it is very irritating
in a difficult complexity demanding the gravest consideration—the
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account