About the time when our room opened, Mrs. Cardinal had become almost
insupportable to her husband. Poor woman; I always pitied her; she was
alone sometimes for a fortnight at a stretch; she read nothing; there was
no child to occupy her thoughts; she knew that her husband lived in a
world into which she never entered, and she had nothing to do but to
brood over imaginary infidelities. She was literally possessed, and who
shall be hard upon her? Nobody cared for her; everybody with whom her
husband associated disliked her, and she knew perfectly well they never
asked her to their houses except for his sake. Cardinal vowed at last he
would endure her no longer, and that they must separate. He was induced
one Sunday morning, when his resolution was strong within him, and he was
just about to give effect to it, to come with us. The quiet seemed to
soothe him, and he went home with me afterwards. He was not slow to
disclose to me his miserable condition, and his resolve to change it. I
do not know now what I said, but it appeared to me that he ought not to
change it, and that change would be for him most perilous. I thought
that with a little care life might become at least bearable with his
wife; that by treating her not so much as if she were criminal, but as if
she were diseased, hatred might pass into pity, and pity into merciful
tenderness to her, and that they might dwell together upon terms not
harder than those upon which many persons who have made mistakes in youth
agree to remain with each other; terms which, after much consideration,
they adjudge it better to accept than to break loose, and bring upon
themselves and those connected with them all that open rupture involves.
The difficulty was to get Cardinal to give up his theory of what two
abstract human beings should do between whom no love exists. It seemed
to him something like atheism to forsake his clearly-discerned, simple
rule for a course which was dictated by no easily-grasped higher law, and
it was very difficult to persuade him that there is anything of equal
authority in a law less rigid in its outline. However, he went home. I
called on him some time afterwards, and saw that a peace, or at any rate
a truce, was proclaimed, which lasted up to the day of his death. M’Kay
and I agreed to make as much of Mrs. Cardinal as we could, and yielding
to urgent invitation, she came to the room. This wonderfully helped to
heal her. She began to feel that she was not overlooked, put on one
side, or despised, and the bonds which bound her constricted lips into
bitterness were loosened.
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