After all our searching it was difficult to find anything which, in the
case of a man like John the waiter, for example, could be of any service
to him. At his age efficient help was beyond us, and in his case the
problem presented itself in its simple nakedness. What comfort is there
discoverable for the wretched which is not based upon illusion? We could
not tell him that all he endured was right and proper. But even to him
we were able to offer something. We did all we could to soothe him. On
the Sunday, at least, he was able to find some relief from his labours,
and he entered into a different region. He came to see us in the
afternoon and evening occasionally, and brought his boy. Father and son
were pulled up out of the vault, brought into the daylight, and led into
an open expanse. We tried above everything to interest them, even in the
smallest degree, in what is universal and impersonal, feeling that in
that direction lies healing. We explained to the child as well as we
could some morsels of science, and in explaining to him we explained to
the father as well. When the anguish begotten by some outbreak on the
part of the wife more violent than usual became almost too much to bear,
we did our best to counsel, and as a last consolation we could point to
Death, divine Death, and repose. It was but for a few more years at the
utmost, and then must come a rest which no sorrow could invade. “Having
death as an ally, I do not tremble at shadows,” is an immortal quotation
from some unknown Greek author. Providence, too, by no miracle, came to
our relief. The wife died, as it was foreseen she must, and that weight
being removed, some elasticity and recoil developed itself. John’s one
thought now was for his child, and by means of the child the father
passed out of himself, and connected himself with the future. The child
did in fact teach the father exactly what we tried to teach, and taught
it with a power of conviction which never could have been produced by any
mere appeals to the reason. The father felt that he was battered,
useless, and a failure, but that in the boy there were unknown
possibilities, and that he might in after life say that it was to this
battered, useless failure of a father he owed his success. There was
nothing now that he would not do to help Tom’s education, and we joyfully
aided as best we could. So, partly I believe by us, but far more by
nature herself, John’s salvation was wrought out at least in a measure;
discord by the intervention of another note resolved itself into a kind
of harmony, and even through the skylight in the Strand a glimpse of the
azure was obtained.
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