_Gazette_ against the opposite party, and yet I never heard anything from
him myself but what was diffident and tender. He had acquired, as an
instrument necessary to him, an extraordinarily extravagant style, and he
laid about him with a bludgeon, which inevitably descended on the heads
of all prominent persons if they happened not to be Conservative, no
matter what their virtues might be. One peculiarity, however, I noted in
him. Although he ought every now and then, when the subject was
uppermost, to have flamed out in the _Gazette_ on behalf of the Church, I
never saw a word from him on that subject. He drew the line at religion.
He did not mind acting his part in things secular, for his performances
were, I am sure, mostly histrionic, but there he stopped. The unreality
of his character was a husk surrounding him, but it did not touch the
core. It was as if he had said to himself, “Political controversy is
nothing to me, and, what is more, is so uncertain that it matters little
whether I say yes or no, nor indeed does it matter if I say yes _and_ no,
and I must keep my wife and children from the workhouse; but when it
comes to the relationship of man to God, it is a different matter.” His
altogether outside vehemence and hypocrisy did in fact react upon him,
and so far from affecting harmfully what lay deeper, produced a more
complete sincerity and transparency extending even to the finest verbal
distinctions. Over and over again have I heard him preach to his wife,
almost with pathos, the duty of perfect exactitude in speech in
describing the commonest occurrences. “Now, my dear, _is_ that so?” was
a perpetual remonstrance with him; and he always insisted upon it that
there is no training more necessary for children than that of teaching
them not merely to speak the truth in the ordinary, vulgar sense of the
term, but to speak it in a much higher sense, by rigidly compelling,
point by point, a correspondence of the words with the fact external or
internal. He never would tolerate in his own children a mere hackneyed,
borrowed expression, but demanded exact portraiture; and nothing vexed
him more than to hear one of them spoil and make worthless what he or she
had seen, by reporting it in some stale phrase which had been used by
everybody. This refusal to take the trouble to watch the presentment to
the mind of anything which had been placed before it, and to reproduce it
in its own lines and colours was, as he said, nothing but falsehood, and
he maintained that the principal reason why people are so uninteresting
is not that they have nothing to say. It is rather that they will not
face the labour of saying in their own tongue what they have to say, but
cover it up and conceal it in commonplace, so that we get, not what they
themselves behold and what they think, but a hieroglyphic or symbol
invented as the representative of a certain class of objects or emotions,
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