The house was deserted. The only sound came from the back yard, and it
was the echo of children’s voices. It was not at all a merry prattle; it
was a steady uproar interrupted by occasional shrieks and yells, a
clatter of falling blocks, beatings of a tin pan, a scramble of feet, a
tussle, with confusion of blows and thumps, and then generally a
temporary lull in the proceedings, evidently brought about by some sort
of outside interference. If you had pushed open the wire door, you would
have seen two children of four or five years disporting themselves in a
sand-heap. One was a boy and one a girl; and though they were not at all
alike in feature or complexion, there was an astonishing resemblance
between them in size, in figure, in voice, in expression, and,
apparently, in disposition.
Sitting on a bench, watching them as a dog watches its master’s coat, was
a girl of some undeterminable age,—perhaps of ten or twelve years. She
wore a shapeless stout gingham garment, her shoes were many sizes too
large for her, and the laces were dangling. Her nerveless hands and long
arms sprawled in her lap as if they had no volition in them. She sat
with her head slightly drooping, her knees apart, and her feet aimlessly
turned in. Her lower lip hung a little, but only a little, loosely. She
looked neither at earth nor at sky, but straight at the two belligerents,
with whose bloodthirsty play she was obliged to interfere at intervals.
She held in her lap a doll made of a roll of brown paper, with a waist
and a neck indicated by gingham strings. Pieces of ravelled rope were
pinned on the head part, but there was no other attempt to assist the
imagination. She raised her dull eyes; they seemed to hold in their
depths a knowledge of aloofness from the happier world, and their dumb
sorrow pierced your very heart, while it gave you an irresistible sense
of aversion. She smiled, but the smile only gave you a new thrill; it
was vacant and had no joy in it, rather an uncommunicable grief. As she
sat there with her battered doll, she was to the superficial eye
repulsive, but to the eye that pierces externals she was almost majestic
in her mysterious loneliness and separation.
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