Two whole days passed away for him, as one long agony, in alternations
of mute dejection and of furious despair. After sitting for several
hours at the bedside of the dying woman, when he saw the fever that had
been lulled for an instant now returning with increased force, he ran
down to the edge of the reefs, gazed upon the waters in the midst of
which he found himself imprisoned, upon the armed vessel that guarded
the passage, upon the ravines of the island dotted with graves recently
dug, and pressing his closed fists against his forehead he cursed the
day on which he had accepted this voluntary imprisonment. Angrily did he
call God to account for the blows with which he was stricken; then,
restored to his religious faith, he joined his hands, and with tears
besought the Almighty to spare Geneviève.
Towards the morning of the third day, he had cause for believing that
his prayers had been heard. The fever abated, and the patient recovered
all her clearness of mind. But this change did not induce her to share
the delight or the hopes of Mathieu.
--"Never believe that this is a cure, dear soul," said she in tones
scarcely audible, and alternating every phrase with periods of silence;
"the disease is going ... but it carries all with it.... That evening,
when you went across the channel ... when I heard the child's cry from
out of the sea itself ... I thought it was all over with you both ...
and then ... I can't say what took place ... but it seemed to me ...
that within me ... the main string of life was snapped.... So I feel
now, that it's all over."
Ropars combatted these fears, repeating that the Surgeon was encouraged,
and that all would go well. Geneviève, whose eyes were closed, raised
the lids with difficulty and threw a glance upon him that was full of
melancholy sweetness.
--"God is the master, Mathieu," said she; "he knows whether I am happy
in living with you.... Only, ... believe me, poor husband, and don't
rejoice too much ... it were wiser to expect the worst."
--"It were wiser," interrupted the quarter-master, "to take rest, and
have confidence. I, too, trust in what I feel. This very night, I had a
weight of lead upon my heart; it is light now; I can breathe in one
single breath. In God's name, let your health be restored to you, and be
anxious for a continuance of life, if it were but for my sake."
Geneviève made an effort to lay her cold and moistened hand upon that of
Ropars.
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