--"You are good, Mathieu," said she, letting fall two little tears, the
last that emotion could drain from eyes already exhausted with weeping.
"Ah me! my chief regret now is at not having always thought of this ...
at not having shown myself sufficiently grateful.... Heavens! how much
worthier we should be of those we love, if we did but remember that some
day we must leave them.... Since my mind has returned, this idea has
haunted me; I now perceive all my faults; ... I feel remorse for
them.... Oh! tell me in mercy, Mathieu, do you forgive me now ... for
never having been what I ought to have been?"
--"Talk not so, Geneviève," said the seaman quickly, and with deep
feeling; "you know well that I could not have asked from God a better
wife. Since you have been mine, I have wanted for nothing; it is I who
should be grateful to you."
--"No, no," replied the sick woman with increasing animation; "many a
time have I lacked courage and patience.... Not with you alone ... but
with Francine ... with Josèphe! ... poor child of my heart, who had so
few years to live!... And to think, Mathieu, that I have often made her
cry! ... her, who is now beneath the ground!... Ah! it is the tears of
the dead that weigh heavily here.... And other persons, whom I may have
injured ... and God against whom I have sinned!... Cannot I then hope
for mercy?"
Then, as if this idea had awakened in her a sort of terror:
--"Ah! it is impossible!" added she, sitting up; "Mathieu, Mathieu, I
must see a confessor!"
--"But how to get him here?" said the quarter-master sorrowfully; "have
you forgotten that the island is in quarantine?"
--"What! not to be able to save even one's soul?" returned Geneviève,
clasping her hands. "Alas! am I then doomed to die without
reconciliation? My God! what is to be done? The most miserable sinner is
allowed to confess his sins, and to ask absolution for them; my God!
must I alone remain without help?"
She stopped abruptly, putting up both hands to her forehead.
--"Ah! I remember now," she resumed; "have you not told me that on board
your ships, when at the moment of death no priest was to be had, any
Christian might take his place? ... that God looked to the intention?"
--"I have said so," replied Ropars, "and all the seamen hereabouts will
tell you the same thing, upon the assurance of their pastors."
--"Then," replied the dying woman, turning towards the seaman her eye
lustrous with the fever, "I desire to confess myself to you!"
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