The girl at the cottage-door was younger than Marjory--very young, with
fair hair folded back from a pale little face, and knotted loosely
behind, as used to be the custom years ago. A rusty black gown, with
long close sleeves down to her slight wrists, made in the plainest
fashion, threw out, into still further relief, the colourless face and
locks, out of which illness seemed to have driven the tone of colour
which had enlivened their paleness. There were little rings of pale gold
upon her white temples, but the mass of her hair had lost its
brightness. Her face was one of those pathetic faces which it is
difficult to realize in the glow of happiness. Her eyes were grey,
large, and lucid, with that liquid softened light which is like
moonlight in a face. Her features were delicate and worn, the nostrils
somewhat pinched with suffering, the very lips pale. Intense capacity
for pain was in the face, and at the same time a quiet patience and
power of suffering. She met the eye of the stranger who looked at her
sympathetically, with a faint but friendly smile, and gave her the usual
country salutation, “It’s a fine day,” with a softness of tone which
touched Marjory, she could scarcely tell how. It was Marjory who made
the first advance; but the response was to her look, rather than to
anything she said. The girl did not rise and curtsey, as an English girl
of similar condition would most likely have done to greet the lady. But
in her gentle attempt at acquaintance, and the soft little evanescent
smile, with which it was accompanied, there was an appeal which only a
hard heart could have resisted; and Marjory had a rural lady’s habit of
constant intercourse with her social inferiors.
“Yes,” she said, “the weather is very fine for this time of the year.
(It was June, but in Scotland it is difficult to calculate upon the
weather so early in the summer). But I am afraid you are ill. Do you
live always here?”
“Ay, mem, I’m not well,” said the girl. “They have brought me here for
change. It pleases them; and I like to hear the sound of the sea--not
that it will do me any good. I am too far gone for that.”
“You must not think so,” said Marjory, with that instinctive denial of
the plainest fact, which is human nature’s first idea in the presence of
approaching death. “You are very young, and the sea always does good.
Will you tell me what is the matter?”
The girl smiled again. “It’s nothing,” she said, “and everything--it’s a
failing; some doctors say it’s decline--but it’s no decline, it’s just a
failing. I’m thinking the chief thing is that I’m weary, weary of this
life, and I would like to go--”
“But that is wrong,” said Marjory, shocked. “At your age it is
unnatural. You ought to resist such a feeling.”
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