“What for?” said the girl, very gently. “They all say that; but I’ve
gone over my Bible from end to end, and there is nothing against it.
You’re no to think I would do myself harm, for that would be a sin and a
shame to them that’s left behind. But Paul was wiser, far wiser than me,
and he says, ‘that to depart is better.’”
“To be with Christ,” said Marjory, unconsciously correcting, and feeling
somehow a certain consolation in the fact, that it was not Paul’s
saintly longing, but only human weariness that spoke.
“I’m meaning that,” said the girl, gently; and then with a sadder tone,
“and to make sure that they are safe and well that have gone before.”
These words brought Marjory to a pause. The upraised face beside her,
with those lucid eyes turned to the sky, seemed to be penetrating that
blue veil with an anxiety only tempered by weakness. Marjory looked at
her till tears came into her own eyes.
“Don’t you think we may trust God far that?” she said. “You have
lost--friends?”
“And you are in black, too,” said the girl, quickly, “and I’m sure you
sit about the rocks, as if you had no heart. Oh, I’m ready to trust God!
but if you heard how our folk speak! and if one was taken suddenly--no
thinking, in the middle of his days--one that had never made any
profession, nor showed any concern about his soul--would you say then,
‘Trust God?’ That’s the question I’m aye asking myself.”
“I lost a brother so,” cried Marjory, moved to open her heart, she could
not tell why.
“Ah!” The girl looked at her fixedly for a moment, and pressed her thin
hands together. The cry had burst from her lips like an outcry of fear
and pain.
“And I do trust God,” Marjory resumed. “God saw all he meant, not only
what he did. Were you never misunderstood? We are better in our hearts
than we are in our deeds; but God never misunderstands.”
“That’s true,” said the girl, clasping her hands again, “that’s very
true. Oh, if you but kent what misunderstanding there is in this world?
and whiles them that are most fond of you; but as you say, mem, never
with God; that’s a great comfort. Sometimes I think my heart will
break--”
“I am a stranger to you,” said Marjory, “but I should like to help you
if I could. Is it anything you could confide to me?”
The girl’s face, so calm in its sorrowfulness, grew agitated. She gave
one anxious look into Marjory’s face. She cast her eyes around, watching
if anyone was visible. “No to-day, no to-day!” she exclaimed. “A
stranger--what could I say to a stranger? But I’m tired, tired, and the
wind is cold. I must go into the house--to-day.”
She rose as if in terror, and stumbled in her weakness. “I will go
away,” said Marjory, “do not let me drive you in-doors. I am going back
to St. Andrews--”
Then the girl turned, holding out her two thin hands; a little hectic
flush had come on either cheek. “I’m so weakly,” she said, with a
pathetic smile; “no fit for anything; but, oh, you’ll come again?”
CHAPTER VI.
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