Memoirs of Bertha von Suttner: The Records of an Eventful Life (Vol. 1 of 2) — John Shaqi
Memoirs of Bertha von Suttner: The Records of an Eventful Life (Vol. 1 of 2)Suttner, Bertha von
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Memoirs of Bertha von Suttner: The Records of an Eventful Life (Vol. 1 of 2)
Suttner, Bertha von
Peace; Suttner, Bertha von, 1843-1914; Women -- Austria -- Biography
Every Wednesday there was a ball in the great ballroom of the Kurhaus,
but it was a very mixed company that attended. Every Saturday, on the
other hand, there was held in the small halls a “_réunion dansante_” to
which one had to procure cards of invitation, and in which there came
together only the élite of the outsiders and the leaders of local
society. Lady Tancred meant to take her daughter to one of these. Our
mothers were urged to come too, and to bring us. “Ridiculous!” said
they; “such children at a grown people’s ball! It’s out of the
question.” But the Tancreds kept soliciting them, and we plied them with
the most urgent entreaties, till the scruples gave way. Why, were we
being treated as children here at all? Were we not taken to the Kursaal,
to the music in the park? did not all the people, especially the young
gentlemen, behave toward us as if we were grown up? Oh well, then, so be
it; these little _réunions_ are not formal balls anyhow, and if it gives
the children such very great pleasure....
Meanwhile the great undertaking had fallen off somewhat. The winnings
were gone again. Some blunder had been made, against which they would be
on their guard in the future—you see it is different here from what it
is at home—one gets carried away and plays without regard to the system;
such a thing must not happen again. The thing to do now was, first rest
a few days, and then begin at the beginning again and adhere strictly to
the rules.
The preparations for the _réunion_ were made. We were to wear misty
white dresses, and for ornaments—the idea originated with us children—a
wreath of cornflowers in our hair, a garland of cornflowers outlining
the top of the corsage, and the overskirt caught up with little bunches
of cornflowers. In the villa next door lived a florist; the order was
given to him. I can still remember how I felt in the greenhouse where
the florist took our order: how damp and warm it smelt there, how the
red and white and yellow blossoms flamed round about—but loveliest among
all the gay flower-mosaic the blue of a mass of cornflowers. Would we
not look like elves of the field, so fresh and unassuming and
poetic?—And that in the brightly lighted ballroom! We should make a
sensation, and we were blissful—blissful as ever silly girls can be
before their first ball, which they really have not yet any proper right
to attend. But were we not exceptional creatures altogether, born to
exceptional fates? If the million-factory did go wrong, what of it? The
cornflowers would be a more original adornment than diamonds, and
happiness did not lie in the external world and its treasures; it lay in
us, in our buoyant sense of youth, in our—let me say it—immeasurable
conceit. The one the greatest female dramatist of the future; the other,
if nothing else, at any rate a beauty thronged with adorers—Oh, the
silly, silly girls!
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