Memoirs of Bertha von Suttner: The Records of an Eventful Life (Vol. 1 of 2)Suttner, Bertha von
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Memoirs of Bertha von Suttner: The Records of an Eventful Life (Vol. 1 of 2)
Suttner, Bertha von
Peace; Suttner, Bertha von, 1843-1914; Women -- Austria -- Biography
The great day came on. The florist punctually delivered his garlands:
they were fastened to our clothes and into our hair; it really did look
pretty, even if not so celestial as in our eyes. There was still
daylight—for the month was June and the hour for the assembly was
eight—when we, each with her mamma, got into two carriages (in one our
toilets would have been crumpled up too much) and arrived at the Kursaal
with beating hearts. On entering the brilliantly lighted parlors we saw
our image in the ceiling-high mirrors, and observed the fact that the
cornflowers appeared no longer blue but lilac. However, this did not
impair the originality of the floral ornaments.
We met many acquaintances, and new ones had themselves introduced.
Friedrich von Hadeln asked me for the first quadrille. I thought I
noticed that a shade of annoyance flew over Elvira’s face. My vis-à-vis
in this first quadrille of my life was Hadeln’s older sister Franziska.
When her brother told me Franziska was twenty-three years old, I was
amazed that so elderly a young lady still cared to dance, and I felt
pity for her.
Among the Nassau officers who had themselves introduced to my mother and
me there was a Prince Philipp Wittgenstein, who, as far as I can
remember, paid noticeable attentions to me. Was a living game of puff to
begin on this very first evening? Nay, for the young lieutenant did not
especially please me, and I did have sense enough to see that I was
still rather too young to marry. But it is a fact that a week later, on
occasion of the second _réunion_, Prince Philipp Wittgenstein formally
asked my mother for my hand.
My mother laughed: “The child is thirteen years old—under these
circumstances you will not take offense at my declining your offer.”
Thereupon the suitor withdrew. The affair was to me a pleasant little
triumph, but I did not take it to heart.
Our stay in Wiesbaden was prolonged into the autumn, and ended with
recognition of the fact that it is not so easy to break the bank—easier
to break one’s self. After alternations of good and bad luck the capital
that we brought with us was expended, a supplementary remittance was
likewise lost, and the castle of Eisgrub at Brünn and the pink diamonds
went up in smoke.
The two ladies did not on that account doubt their miraculous
endowments; they only conceded that the excitement of real gambling
paralyzes this gift—that one may be clairvoyant enough at home, but at
the green table, where real gold is paid out or is drawn in by the
pitiless rake, this magnetic force ceases to work. It was painful to
renounce the beautiful dream, but against the fact of the fiasco nothing
could be said, so the affair was given up; we went back to our home
somewhat poorer in money, richer in experience. The two mothers were
very much cast down, but the daughters were enraptured with the journey
and with their taste of the pastimes of watering-place life. These
memories would be something to live on for a long time.
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