Memoirs of Bertha von Suttner: The Records of an Eventful Life (Vol. 1 of 2)Suttner, Bertha von
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Memoirs of Bertha von Suttner: The Records of an Eventful Life (Vol. 1 of 2)
Suttner, Bertha von
Peace; Suttner, Bertha von, 1843-1914; Women -- Austria -- Biography
Now we moved from Brünn to Vienna. Social life was over. We were
relegated to the schoolroom again, as befitted our age. I devoted myself
with redoubled industry to my studies in languages and the piano, and
made excerpts from Brockhaus’s _Konversationslexikon_. The games of puff
grew somewhat rare, for Elvira lived in a distant quarter of the city
with her mother, and we came together only once or twice a week. She
continued writing poetry. “Delascar,” which had been interrupted by the
journey to Wiesbaden, was now polished and finished. Then came a comedy,
_Der Briefträger_ (“The Letter-Carrier”), and a sequence of ballads
whose collective title I do not now remember.
The young poetess wanted to get the verdict of experts, and sent her
manuscripts to Joseph von Weilen, whose dramas were at that time having
much success in the Burgtheater, and to Feldmann, the writer of
comedies. And she ventured higher yet: she addressed herself to
Grillparzer, who was at the height of his renown, and to Marie von
Ebner-Eschenbach, whose star was then beginning to rise.
These two came to call on Elvira, and it was at our apartments. I can
still see in my mind the old and somewhat morose Grillparzer as he came
into our room, fatigued with stair-climbing. He had a lively
conversation with Elvira, and urged her to keep on writing
diligently—she might come to produce notable work. And young Marie
Ebner—she was twenty-eight at the time—came likewise to return Elvira’s
visit and give her verdict. This too, I believe, was favorable.
Unhappily I cannot recall the details of these interesting visits. I
have retained merely the impression that on that occasion Frau Ebner was
especially pleased with _me_, though I was only a secondary person
there. Later too, when she corresponded with Elvira or met her, she
always inquired with interest for the beautiful (she said “beautiful,” I
cannot help it, and after nearly half a century it is permissible to
claim the long-lost epithet) Countess Kinsky.
Shall I here interpolate a personal description and tell how I looked at
fifteen? Why not? Well, then,—an incredible abundance of hair, dazzling
white little teeth,—Enough, I would rather stop. This self-flattery,
even if it does date back to gray antiquity, has too silly a sound for
me.
One day—it was in the beginning of the year 1858—my guardian came in
looking quite pale.
“Do you know the news?”
“What has happened?” cried my mother. “Why, you are all upset!”
“Radetzky is dead!”
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