Autobiographical fiction; Bildungsromans; England -- Fiction; Feminist fiction; Love stories; Sex role -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
In a few days they arrived in the village--sending from the inn a
servant, to prepare their mother for their approach. I gently intimated
to her the visitants we might expect. The previous evening, a change had
taken place, which indicated approaching dissolution; and her mind (not
uncommon in similar cases) seemed, almost instantaneously, to have
recovered a portion of its original strength. She sighed deeply, while
her eyes, which were fixed wistfully on my face, were lighted with a
bright, but transient, lustre.
'My dear Emma,' said she, 'this is a trying moment for us both. I shall
soon close my eyes, for ever, upon all worldly cares.--Still cherish, in
your pure and ingenuous mind, a friendship for my Augustus--the darling
of my soul! He may, in future, stand in need of consolation. I had
formed hopes--vain hopes!--in which you and he were equally concerned.
In the happiness of this partially-favoured child--this idol of my
affections--all mine was concentrated. He has disappointed me, and I
have lost the desire of living--Yet, he has noble qualities!--Who, alas!
is perfect? Summon your fortitude, collect your powers, my child, for
this interview!'
She sunk on her pillow--I answered her only with my tears. A servant
entered--but spoke not--her look announced her tidings--It caught the
eye of Mrs Harley--
'Let them enter,' said she; and she raised herself, to receive them, and
assumed an aspect of composure.
I covered my face with my handkerchief--I heard the sound of footsteps
approaching the bed--I heard the murmurs of filial sorrow--The voice
of Augustus, in low and interrupted accents, struck upon my ear--it
thrilled through my nerves--I shuddered, involuntarily--What a moment!
My friend spoke a few words, in a faint tone.
'My children,' she added, 'repay to this dear girl,' laying her hand
upon mine, 'the debt of kindness I owe her--she has smoothed the pillow
of death--she is an orphan--she is tender and unfortunate.'
I ventured to remove for a moment the handkerchief from my eyes--they
met those of Augustus--he was kneeling by the bed-side--his countenance
was wan, and every feature sunk in dejection; a shivering crept through
my veins, and chilled my heart with a sensation of icy coldness--he
removed his eyes, fixing them on his dying mother.
'My son,' she resumed, in still fainter accents, 'behold in Emma,
your sister--_your friend!_--confide in her--she is worthy of your
confidence!'--'Will you not love him, my child,'--(gazing upon
me,)--'with a sisterly affection?'
I hid my face upon the pillow of my friend--I threw my arms around
her--'Your request is superfluous, my friend, my more than parent, _ah,
how superfluous_!'
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account