Autobiographical fiction; Bildungsromans; England -- Fiction; Feminist fiction; Love stories; Sex role -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
'Forgive me, I know the tenderness of your nature--yielding, in these
parting moments, to the predominant affection of my heart--I fear, I
have wounded that tender nature.' 'Farewell, my children! Love and
assist each other--Augustus, where is your hand?--my sight fails me--God
bless you and your little ones--_God bless you all_!--My last sigh--my
last prayer--is yours.'
Exhausted by these efforts, she fainted--Augustus uttered a deep groan,
and raised her in his arms--but life was fled.
At the remembrance of these scenes, even at this period, my heart is
melted within me.
What is there of mournful magic in the emotions of virtuous sorrow, that
in retracing, in dwelling upon them, mingles with our tears a sad and
sublime rapture? Nature, that has infused so much misery into the cup of
human life, has kindly mixed this strange and mysterious ingredient to
qualify the bitter draught.
CHAPTER XV
After the performance of the last melancholy duties, this afflicted
family prepared to separate. I received from them, individually,
friendly offers of service, and expressions of acknowledgment, for my
tender attentions to their deceased parent. I declined, for the present,
their invitations, and profferred kindness, though uncertain how to
dispose of myself, or which way to direct my course. Augustus behaved
towards me with distant, cold, respect. I observed in his features,
under a constrained appearance of composure, marks of deep and strong
emotion. I recalled to my mind the injunctions of my deceased friend--I
yearned to pour into his bosom the balm of sympathy, but, with an aspect
bordering on severity, he repressed the expression of those ingenuous
feelings which formed my character, and shunned the confidence I so
earnestly sought. Unfortunate love had, in my subdued and softened mind,
laid the foundation of a fervent and durable friendship--But my love, my
friendship, were equally contemned! I relinquished my efforts--I shut
myself in my chamber--and, in secret, indulged my sorrows.
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