Memoirs of Miss Sidney Biddulph: Extracted from her own Journal, and now first published — John Shaqi
Memoirs of Miss Sidney Biddulph: Extracted from her own Journal, and now first publishedSheridan, Frances Chamberlaine
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Memoirs of Miss Sidney Biddulph: Extracted from her own Journal, and now first published
Sheridan, Frances Chamberlaine
English fiction -- 18th century
I then asked him, taking the young lady's letter out of my pocket,
whether that was from the same person, of whom he had written an account
to my son whilst he was at Bath? He answered, It is, madam; and I hoped
from that letter, which I find Sir George has shewn you, you would be
induced to believe that I never formed a thought of injuring that young
lady, till some unfortunate circumstances combined, and suddenly
surprized me into the commission of a fault that has made us both
unhappy. Sir, said I, I don't pretend to know people's hearts, I can
only judge of them from their actions. You acknowlege that she was a
fine young woman, and you believe innocent: What excuse can you offer
for being her destroyer? Dear madam, don't use so severe an
expression--Sir, I can use no other: How can you extenuate the fault, by
which you merit so severe an appellation? To a lady of your rigid
delicacy, madam, said he, perhaps what youth could offer, in extenuation
of the fault, might appear but a weak plea: yet 'tis most certain, that
I was surprized into the fatal error: I am under no promises, no ties,
no engagements whatsoever to the lady. No ties, Sir! (interrupting him)
Is your own honour no tie upon you, supposing you free from any other
obligation? You see the consequence of this fatal error, as you call it:
here is a young person, of fashion, perhaps (I don't enquire who she is,
but she seems to have had no mean education), who is likely to bring a
child into the world, to the disgrace of herself and her family. On you,
Sir, she charges her dishonour, and mentions your marrying another, as
the blow which is to complete her ruin. Mr Faulkland, is not all this
truth? Be so good as to give me a direct answer. Madam, I cannot deny
it; you have the proof of it in your hands: from all that appears to
you, I am indeed very blameable; nay, I do not pretend to vindicate my
folly; but, Madam, do not aggravate my fault in your own thoughts, by
considering the affair in a more unfavourable light than what even her
letter puts it! I conjure you, madam, to suffer Sir George to be my
advocate on this occasion; he is acquainted with every particular of the
transaction, and can give you a detail that I will not presume to do. Be
pleased, Sir, replied I, to tell me what you mean to do in regard to
this lady? I mean to do all that I _can_ do, answered he; I shall
provide a place of retreat for her, where she will meet with the utmost
care, tenderness, and respect; and where she may continue with privacy
till she is in a condition to return home again to her friends. You may
be sure, madam, as to the rest, I shall acquit myself consistently with
honour. That is as much as to say, Sir, said I, that you will take care
of the maintenance of your poor babe. He looked as if he had a mind to
smile, forward man! but constrained it. Doubtless, madam, I shall do all
that is now in my power to do, in every circumstance relating to her.
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