Memoirs of Miss Sidney Biddulph: Extracted from her own Journal, and now first publishedSheridan, Frances Chamberlaine
General
Memoirs of Miss Sidney Biddulph: Extracted from her own Journal, and now first published
Sheridan, Frances Chamberlaine
English fiction -- 18th century
I felt myself exceedingly displeased with him; I was so disappointed in
my opinion of him, that it increased my resentment. Sir, I proceeded, I
must inform you, that there is as much _now_ in your power as ever there
was. You are still unmarried; the way is open to you, to repair the
mischief you have done: I will never bring down the curses of an injured
maid upon my daughter's head, nor purchase her worldly prosperity at the
expence of the shame and sorrow of another woman, for ought I know, as
well born, as tenderly bred, and, till she knew you, perhaps as innocent
as herself. For heaven's sake, madam! he cry'd, don't, don't, I beseech
you, pronounce my fate so hastily--You must pardon me, Sir, said I, if I
beg to hear no more on this subject. Sir George has already said every
thing you could expect of your friend to say in your justification, and
more than became him to utter. All I can find by either you or him, is,
that you think the loss of honour to a young woman is a trifle, which a
man is not obliged to repair, because truly he did not _promise_ to do
so. This young creature, I understand, is a gentlewoman, very charming
in her person, by your own account; one who loves you tenderly, and will
shortly make you a father. Is not all this so? I grant it madam, said
the criminal. Then, Sir, what reason can you urge in your conscience for
not doing her justice? None--but your own inconstant inclinations, which
happen now to be better pleased with another woman, whom, perhaps, you
might forsake in a few months.
I cannot pretend to repeat to you all he said upon this last article:
worse of course, you may be sure. He intreated, over and over again,
that I would permit Sir George to plead for him. I told him, that after
the facts he had granted, it was impossible that either he or Sir George
could make the affair better; that I was very sorry to find myself
disappointed in a person of whom I had conceived so high an opinion; and
added, that as your illness made it very improper to let you know any
thing of the matter for the present, I should take it as a favour if he
would permit me to retain the lady's letter to him for a few days, or
till you were in a condition to have the matter broke to you. In the
mean while, I requested that he would dispense with my receiving any
more visits from him.
He said some frantic things (for the man seems of a violent temper); but
finding me peremptory, took his leave with respect.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account