Memoirs of Sarah, Duchess of Marlborough, and of the Court of Queen Anne Vol. 2 (of 2)Thomson, A. T., Mrs.
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Memoirs of Sarah, Duchess of Marlborough, and of the Court of Queen Anne Vol. 2 (of 2)
Thomson, A. T., Mrs.
Great Britain -- Court and courtiers -- Biography; Marlborough, Sarah Jennings Churchill, Duchess of, 1660-1744
“It is impossible,” she writes in 1737, “that one of my age and
infirmities can live long; and one great happiness there is in death,
that one shall never hear more of anything they do in this world.”
In another passage, she expresses herself so weary of life, that “she
cared not how soon the stroke was given, and wished only that it might
be given with as little pain as possible.”
Her grace’s amusements became yearly more and more circumscribed. In
former years she had occupied her shrewd and masculine mind with
purchases of land, which she bought in the firm belief, or at least with
the excuse of belief to her own mind, that a “sponge” might do away with
all the funded property, and that land would “hold longest.” It appears
from her will that she was incessantly making additions to the immense
landed property in which she possessed a life interest, and even went to
the city herself, when nearly eighty years of age, to bid for Lord
Yarmouth’s estate. Her quarrels with Sir Robert Walpole began, as we
have seen, upon the subject of “_trust-money_,” and they seem to have
hinged upon that same matter even so late as the year 1737.[399]
As the darkened day drew to its close, the poor Duchess was fain to be
contented to amuse herself by writing in bed, in which shackled position
much of her “Vindication” was penned by her.[400] She frequently spoke
six hours a day, in giving directions to Hooke. Then she had recourse to
a chamber-organ, the eight tunes of which she was obliged to think much
better than going to an Italian opera, or an assembly.[401] Society
seems to have afforded her little pleasure. Like most disappointed and
discontented persons, she became attached to animals, especially to her
three dogs, who had those virtues in which human beings, in her
estimation, were so greatly deficient. Satiated with the world, the
Duchess found, in the numerous visitants to Marlborough-house, few that
were capable of friendship. Hers was not a mind to cull sweetness from
the flowers which spring up amid the thorns of our destiny. She knew no
enjoyment, she declared, equal to that accompanying a strong partiality
to a certain individual, with the power of seeing the beloved object
frequently; but she now found the generality of the world too
disagreeable to feel any partiality strong enough to endear life to the
decrepit being that she describes herself to have become.
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