Memories of My Life: Being My Personal, Professional, and Social Recollections as Woman and ArtistBernhardt, Sarah
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Memories of My Life: Being My Personal, Professional, and Social Recollections as Woman and Artist
Bernhardt, Sarah
Actors -- Biography; Bernhardt, Sarah, 1844-1923; Women -- Biography
Ah, what an adorable woman she was, and how I love to recall her to my
memory! I adored her as a little child adores the being who has entirely
won its heart, without knowing, without reasoning, without even being
aware that it was so, but I was simply under the spell of an infinite
fascination. Since then, though, I have understood and admired her,
realizing how unique and radiant a soul was imprisoned under the
thick-set exterior and happy face of that holy woman, I have loved her
for all that she awakened within me of nobleness. I love her for the
letters which she wrote to me, letters that I often read over and over
again. I love her, also, because imperfect as I am, it seems to me that
I should have been one hundred times more so, had I not known and loved
that pure creature. Once only did I see her severe and feel that she was
suddenly angry. In the little room used as a parlor, leading into her
cell, there was a portrait of a young man, whose handsome face was
stamped with a certain nobility.
“Is that the Emperor?” I asked her.
“No,” she answered, turning quickly toward me, “it is the King, it is
Henri V.”
It was only later on that I understood the meaning of her emotion. All
the convent was royalist, and Henri V. was their recognized sovereign.
They all had the most utter contempt for Napoleon III., and on the day
when the Prince Imperial was baptized there was no distribution of
bonbons for us, and we were not allowed the holiday that was accorded to
all the colleges, boarding schools, and convents. Politics were a dead
letter to me and I was happy at the convent, thanks to Mother Ste.
Sophie.
Then, too, I was a favorite with my schoolfellows, who frequently did my
compositions for me. I did not care for any studies except geography and
drawing. Arithmetic drove me wild, spelling plagued my life out, and I
thoroughly despised the piano. I was very timid and quite lost my head
when questioned unexpectedly.
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