City and town life -- Fiction; Death -- Fiction; England -- Fiction; Short stories, English
A week later Adeline died. The cold she caught under the elms developed
into pneumonia. She was a creature all nerves and no muscle. _I_
know that her conscience killed her. She was dead. Dead in the June
days, which had suddenly turned hot and yellow. Dead! lying rigid under
the brooding thatch eaves where the birds built. Lying cold and
unresponsive to birds, flowers, sun, love--all the things which had
moved her to hot, mournful passion. Almost her last words were, “Life
has been lovely, lovely.” Then with a little haunting flicker of
anxiety, memory, and fear on that face which already seemed to belong
to some other world, she added faintly, “You’ll put it in the paper?”
James Pray, broken-hearted, sent off the notice. It had been only a
freak, of course; one of the whimsical, morbid ideas which she had in
such plenty. But it was sacred. It was such a hideously little while
since the afternoon under the elms. She had looked so haggardly
beautiful. He remembered everything--down to a green caterpillar which
crawled on her hair.
Next day he walked into the village and bought a copy of the newspaper,
and brought it home and spread it out on the oak table in front of him.
“I wonder why?” he said, in a voice choked by tenderness, and then he
went up to her.
Their bedroom, like the rest of the cottage, spoke of the persistent
struggle for individuality. The bed was a tent, with curtains and
canopy of brown and white; old chintz the color of coffee which is
three parts milk. There was a patchwork quilt. She had made it from
sentiment, not industry. There was the shine of oak and the twinkle of
metal about the furniture. The chairs had rush seats, and had been
collected, one by one, from other cottages.
He sat down and looked at the figure which was stretched so quietly
under the canopy of sad brown. I try to picture him as he sat in that
room with his unconventional clothes--you know the sort of thing,
velvet coat, baggy knickerbockers, and streaming ends of a vivid
necktie--and rugged, simple face; he might have been a man of a hundred
years back. He could have had no place in this whirling, struggling
nineteenth century, this common age.
The cuckoo was calling, with a voice much the worse for wear, “Cuckoo.
Cuckoo. Cuck-cuck-cuckoo, cuckoo, cuck. Cuck.” He groaned, remembering
that she would never hear a word against the cuckoo--that genus of
birds who scorned dull routine and domesticity. She used to add a bit
mournfully, with one of those fierce sudden kisses which had bothered
him so at the time, and which he would have given all his art for now,
that a cuckoo sort of woman would have suited him. She filled the
world--this dead, perplexing Adeline of his. Would he ever be able to
touch or hear, or speak, or see without that tender, pensive ghost at
his side!
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