City and town life -- Fiction; Death -- Fiction; England -- Fiction; Short stories, English
He looked about him as the cuckoo called. The room was dear, so dear,
from the days when Betty, a funny, bald baby, had kicked and gurgled in
that queer oak cradle beside the bed. They had made the child
participate in their eccentricities from the very start. She never had
a perambulator, her dolly was a grotesque, home-made one, her clothes
were made from mediæval designs.
Dear! with so many common, precious details. How many mornings had
_she_ sat before that shield-shaped glass, and wound the silk of her
long, pale hair about her head! That little drawer on the left was
sacred to her ribbons--an end of rose was hanging out.
And then he looked at her, going close to the bed and stooping as if to
caress her. But the dead face tantalized him. The eternal, remorseful
tenderness was strong on her lips of steel. There had always been a
sprig of rue in her love. Why? that maddening why--never to be
answered. There had been a locked chamber in her heart.
He turned away, not even kissing her brow. This still, white woman on
the bed was not his. He and this soulless face were strangers. He felt
her more in the never-ceasing call of the bird, in tall heads of lilies
in the garden, and ephemeral patches of Shirley poppies which she had
sown in March, in Betty’s ringing shout as she darted like a
hummingbird across the grass.
The room became suddenly hateful; every corner, every picture on the
wall was a pang. Her gown--the delicate gown she had given her life
for--hung fresh on the nail. It seemed mutely to hold her shape: in the
sleeves, the folds across the bosom, the short, round waist.
The sight of it was more than he could bear. She had been so clever,
so daring, so different. Clever, not in a positive, productive
way,--stupid women could produce,--but she had thrown her capacity
about with royal lavishness; putting it into everything she did, if it
were only a pudding, or a new border in the garden.
He had sweepingly deemed nearly every other woman a fool. Yet she had
simply died for her finery. You couldn’t have a meaner, a more
frivolous end. She was only Eve, like all the rest, treasuring her
apron of fig leaves. He blamed the inanimate thing of lace and soft
wool for everything. He dragged it off the nail and trampled on it.
He went into the garden, at the piteous request of Betty, and played
ball. She had on a pink frock, the color of the ragged robins that
bloomed in the wood. He would on no account tolerate mourning, but the
pitying country woman who was their servant had tied a black ribbon on
the child’s flaxen head.
Adeline had made that frock. Adeline had ferreted out the stuff at
the village shop and carried it home in triumph, knowing he would be
pleased. Adeline! Adeline! He seemed to see her fleet white fingers
moving along the seams.
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