Artists -- Fiction; English fiction -- 20th century; Jews -- England -- London -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
One day in Bishopsgate, that lordly and splendid thoroughfare which
led from the dark streets to the glittering world, he came on a man
kneeling on the pavement with coloured chalks. First of all the man
dusted the stones with his cap, and then he laid another cap full of
little pieces of chalk by his side, and then he drew and smudged and
smudged and drew until a slice of salmon appeared. By the side of the
salmon he drew a glass of beer with a curl of froth on it and a little
bunch of flowers. On another stone he drew a ship at sea in a storm, a
black and green sea, and a brown and black sky. Mendel watched him
enthralled. What a life! What a career! To go out into the streets and
make the dull stones lovely with colour! He saw the man look up and
down and then lay a penny on the salmon. A fine gentleman passed by
and threw down another penny. . . . Oh, certainly, a career! To make
the streets lovely, and immediately to be rewarded!
From school Mendel stole some chalk and decorated the stones in the
yard at Gun Street. He drew a bottle and an onion and a fish, though
this he rather despised, because it was so easy. Always he had amused
himself with drawing. As a tiny child, the first time his father went
to America, he drew a picture of a watch to ask for that to be sent
him, and this picture had been kept by his mother. And after that he
often drew, but chiefly because it made his father and mother proud of
him, and they laughed happily at everything he did. The pavement
artist filled him with pride and pleasure in the doing of it: and
every minute out of school and away from the Rabbi he devoted to
drawing. His brothers bought him a box of colours, and he painted
imaginary landscapes of rivers and swans and cows and castles. Every
picture he made was treasured by his mother. They seemed to her, as
they did to himself, perfectly beautiful. He used his water-colours as
though they were oils, and laid them on thick, to get as near the
pavement artist's colours as possible. At school there were
drawing-lessons, but they seemed to have no relation to this keen
private pleasure of his.
In the evenings he would lie on the ground in the kitchen and paint
until his eyes and his head ached. Sometimes his perpetual, silent
absorption would so exasperate his brothers that they would kick his
paints away and make him get up and talk to them. Then he would curse
them with all the rich curses of the Yiddish language, and rush away
and hide himself; for days he would live in a state of gloom and dark
oppression, feeling dimly aware of a difference between him and them
which it was beyond his power to explain. He would try to tell his
mother what was the matter with him, but she could not understand. His
happiness in painting, the keen delight that used to fill him, were to
her compensation enough for her anxiety and the stress and strain of
her poverty.
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