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"Is he dead?" asked Mendel.
"Next door to it," said the policeman. "The woman's done in."
"Where?"
"At the Pot-au-Feu, Soho."
"Where is he now?"
"Workhouse infirmary. If you want to see him the police will raise no
objection."
"Thank you," said Mendel.
He asked the direction and set out at once.
The workhouse was a dull grey mass of buildings, rising out of a dull
grey district like an inevitable creation of its dullness, and it
seemed an inevitable contrast to the Merlin's Cave, so that it was
right that Logan should walk out of the glitter into it. This was the
very contrast that Mendel's imagination had been vainly seeking, and
now, with the violence of a sudden release, his thoughts began to work
again. . . . Oliver was dead. That was inevitable too. But why?
Logan had surrendered to her. They would go home from the Merlin's
Cave to the Pot-au-Feu, to Hetty Finch's room. He would surrender to
her absolutely, because she had willed his destruction and could not
see that his destruction meant her own. She wanted recognition,
acknowledgment that her vitality was more important than anything else
in the world, and she had brought Logan to it. There had been a cold,
set purpose in his eyes last night--an intellectual purpose. The
equation was worked out. She could have what she wanted, at a price.
She could destroy the will and the desire of a man, but not his mind,
not his spirit, which would still be obedient to a higher will, and
that would break her as she had broken.
Very bare and grim was the waiting-room in which Mendel had to bide
until the nurse came for him. Its walls were of a faded green, dim and
grimy, and when the door was opened as people went in or out, there
was wafted in a smell of antiseptics. But as his thoughts gathered
force the room seemed to be filled with a great light, which revealed
beauty in the poor people waiting patiently to see their sick. They
became detached and pictorial, but he could not think of them in terms
of paint. His mind had begun to work in a new way, and he felt more
solid, more human, more firmly planted on the ground, as though at
last he was admitted to a place in life. It mattered to him no more
that he was a Jew and strange and foreign to the Christian world.
There were neither Jews nor Christians now. There were only
people--tragic, wonderful people . . . He even forgot that he was in
love. All his mind was concentrated upon Logan, who was now also
tragic and wonderful, a source of tragedy and wonder, and his whole
effort was to discover and to make plain to himself his share in the
tragedy: not to weigh and measure and to wonder whether at one point
or another he could have stopped it. Nothing could have stopped it.
There was no room for judgment in this tragic world.
A nurse came to fetch him.
She said:--
"He is very weak, but he will be strong enough to know you. Don't
excite him."
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