Artists -- Fiction; English fiction -- 20th century; Jews -- England -- London -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
"It was the girl's fault," said Golda, but Jacob said: "A man should
know better than to melt when a little girl practises her eyes on
him."
This tragedy relaxed the nervous strain which had been set up in
Mendel by his troubles. New forces stirred in him which often made him
hectic and light-headed. Women changed their character for him. They
were no longer soothing ministrants, but creatures charged with a
mysterious, a maddening charm. He trembled at the rustle of their
skirts and his eyes were held riveted by their movements. He was
suffocated by his new curiosity about them.
Sometimes, in his despair over his painting and the apparently
complete disappearance of his talent, he would fill in the day in his
father's workshop, stretching rabbit-skins on a board. Girls and men
worked together, busily, quietly, dexterously, for the most part in
silence, for they were paid by the piece and were unwilling to waste
time. There was a girl who had just been taken into the workshop to
learn the trade. She was small and plump and swarthy, but her face was
beautiful, the colour of rich old ivory. Her eyes were black and
golden from a ruddy tinge in her eyelashes. Her lips were full and
pouting, and she had long blue-black hair, which she was always
tossing back over her shoulder. When Mendel was there she rarely took
her eyes off him, and even when her head was bent he could feel that
she was watching him.
He waited for her one evening, and with his knees almost knocking
together he asked if she would come to his studio and let him draw
her. With a silly giggle she said she would come, and she ran away
before he could get out another word.
The next evening he waited in his studio for her, but she did not
come. So again the next and the next, and it was a whole week before
she knocked at the door. He pulled her in. Neither could speak a word.
At last he stammered out:
"I--I haven't got my drawing things ready."
"I don't mind," she said, and she gave a little shiver.
"Are you cold?" he asked, and he touched her neck.
She threw up her head, seemed to fall towards him, and their lips met.
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