“Whom _did_ you prefer?” asked Iris, smiling at me: she too was aware
of our hostess’s obsession; whether or not she believed is a different
matter. I assumed not; yet the assumption of truth is perhaps, for
human purposes, the same as truth itself, at least to the obsessed.
“None of the obvious ones,” said Clarissa, squinting near-sightedly
at the window through which a pair of yellow-spangled birds were
mating on the wing like eccentric comets against the green of box.
“But of course, I didn’t know everyone, darling. Only a few. Not all
of them were accessible. Some never dined out. Some that did go out
were impossible and then of course I traveled a good deal. I loved
Alexandria and wintered there for over two hundred years, missing a
great deal of the unpleasantness at Rome, the _unstability_ of those
tiresome generals ... although Vitellius was great fun, at least as
a young man. I never saw him when he was Emperor that time, for five
minutes wasn’t it? Died of greed. Such an appetite! On one occasion as
a young man he ate an entire side of beef at my place in Baiae. Ah,
Baiae, I do miss it. Much nicer than Bath or Biarritz and certainly
more interesting than Newport was. I had several houses there over
the years. Once when Senator Tullius Cicero was traveling with that
poisonous daughter of his, they stopped....”
We listened attentively as one always did to Clarissa ... does? I
wonder if she is still alive: if she is, then perhaps the miracle has
indeed taken place and one human being has finally avoided the usual
fate. It is an amiable miracle to contemplate.
Lunch ended without any signs of that revelation which Clarissa had led
me to expect. Nothing was said which seemed to possess even a secret
significance. Wondering idly whether or not Clarissa might, after
all, be entirely mad, I followed the two women back into the drawing
room where we had our coffee in a warm mood of satiety made only
faintly disagreeable for me by that mild nausea which I always used to
experience when I drank too much wine at lunch: now of course I never
see wine, only the Arabs’ mint tea and their sandy bitter coffee which
I have come to like.
A warm breeze fluttered the curtains: the noise of insects responding
to the sun’s increasing heat droned all upon the same note, dry and
insistent, a bass to the coloratura of birds, while the scent of
flowers filled the airy room and I detected lilies as well as peonies,
their odor almost too sweet, quite drowning the more delicate rose, the
pale Hudson lilac.
Clarissa reminisced idly. She possessed a passion for minor detail
which was often a good deal more interesting than her usual talks on
currency devaluation.
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