Neither Iris nor I spoke much; it was as if we were both awaiting
some word from Clarissa which would throw into immediate relief this
luncheon, this day, this meeting of strangers. But Clarissa only
gossiped on; at last, when I was beginning to go over in my mind the
various formulae which make departure easy, our hostess, as though
aware that she had drawn out too long the overture, said abruptly,
“Eugene, show Iris the garden. She has never seen it before.” And then,
heartily firing fragments of sentences at us as though in explanation
of this move of hers, she left the room, indicating that the rest was
up to us.
Puzzled, we both went onto the terrace and into the yellow afternoon.
We walked slowly down the steps towards the rose arbors, a long series
of trellis arches forming a tunnel of green, bright with new flowers
and ending in a cement fountain of ugly tile with a bench beside it,
shaded by elms.
We got to facts. By the time we had burrowed through the roses to the
bench, we had exchanged those basic bits of information which usually
make the rest fall (often incorrectly) into some pattern, a foundation
for those various architectures people together are pleased to build to
celebrate friendship or enmity or love or, on very special occasions,
in the case of a grand affair, one of those fine palaces with rooms for
all three, and much else besides.
Iris was from the Middle West, from a rich suburb of Detroit. This
interested me in many ways, for there still existed in those days
a real disaffection between East and Midwest and Far West which is
hard to conceive nowadays in that gray homogeneity which currently
passes for a civilized nation. I was an Easterner, a New Yorker from
the valley with Southern roots, and I felt instinctively that the
outlanders were perhaps not entirely civilized. Needless to say, at
the time, I would indignantly have denied this prejudice had someone
attributed it to me, for those were the days of tolerance in which all
prejudice had been banished, from conversation at least ... though
of course to banish prejudice is a contradiction in terms since, by
definition, prejudice means prejudgment, and though time and experience
usually explode for us all the prejudgments of our first years, they
exist, nevertheless, as part of our subconscious, a sabotaging,
irrational force, causing us to commit strange crimes indeed, made so
much worse because they are often secret even to ourselves. I was,
then, prejudiced against the Midwesterner ... against the Californians
too. I felt that the former especially was curiously hostile to
freedom, to the interplay of that rational Western culture which I
had so lovingly embraced in my boyhood and grown up with, always
conscious of my citizenship in the world, of my role as a humble but
appreciative voice in the long conversation. I resented the automobile
manufacturers who thought only of manufacturing objects, who distrusted
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