“I don’t know how much Iris may have told you or how much you might
have heard but it’s pretty easy to pass the whole thing off as another
joke: a guy coming out of the backwoods with a message.” He cracked
his knuckles hard and I winced at the sound. “Well, I didn’t quite
come out of the woods. I had a year back at State University and I had
a pretty good job in my field with the best firm of funeral directors
in Washington state. Then I started on this. I just _knew_ one day and
so I began to talk to people and they knew too and I quit my job and
started talking to bigger and bigger crowds all along the coast. There
wasn’t any of this revelation stuff. I just knew one day, that was
all; and when I told other people _what_ I knew they seemed to get it.
And that’s the strange part. Everybody gets ideas about things which
he thinks are wonderful but usually nothing happens to the people he
tries to tell them to. With me, it’s been different from the beginning.
People have all listened, and agreed: what I know _they_ know. Isn’t
that a funny thing? Though most of them probably would never have
thought it out until they heard me and it was all clear.” His eyes
dropped to his hands; he added softly: “So since it’s been like this,
I’ve gone on. I’ve made this my life. This is it. I shall come to the
people.”
There was silence. The sentence had been spoken which I was later to
construct the first dialogue upon: “I shall come to the people,” the
six words which were to change our lives were spoken softly over tea.
Iris looked at me challengingly over Cave’s bowed head.
I remember little else about that evening. We dined, I think, in the
house and Cave was most agreeable, most undemanding. There was no more
talk of the mission. He asked me many questions about New York, about
Harvard where I had gone to school, about Roman history. He appeared
to be interested in paganism and my own somewhat ambiguous approach
to Julian. I was to learn later that though he seldom read he had a
startling memory for any fact which seemed relevant. I am neither
immodest nor inaccurate when I say that he listened to me attentively
for some years and many of his later views were a result of our
conversations.
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