Christian socialism -- Fiction; German Americans -- Fiction; Shoemakers -- Fiction
The brakeman inspected Leppel through the glass of the door, and
concerted measures with the conductor, to be taken if the supposed
maniac should become violent. But there was no danger of violence from
poor Leppel. He had not yet begun to realize what had happened to him;
only he felt queer, and very numb and stupid.
The numbness and stupidity had not worn off when he stepped upon the
platform, at Micklegard, of the station nearest his home. The model was
heavy, and he was just alive enough to resolve to leave it at the
ticket-office. The clerk was known to him, and recognized immediately
the package of which he was asked to take charge.
“What?” he said with cheerful consternation, “fetched it back, after
all? No go, eh?”
“No,” said Leppel, slowly and stupidly, “it was no go.” He walked away
bent and draggingly. The clerk looked after him, then stowed the model
carefully away on a high shelf. “Well, I’m blest!” he said. “I certainly
am!”
It was barely daylight of a January morning, and in the upper windows of
his home, when he reached it, shone a faint light. A feeble baby wail
came down the staircase as he opened the door. Leppel was not too stupid
to understand _that_. Another mouth to be fed; that was what the cry
meant to the house-father who had thrown away his children’s daily bread
in pursuit of a shadow. He climbed the steep stairs that led up directly
from the little parlor to his bedroom door, where Dora met him, smiling
kindly.
“She is doing well,” she said, “and it is another fine boy. But, oh!” as
she noticed the look upon his face, “don’t tell her any bad news if you
can help it.”
“If I can help it,” he said assentingly. His brain seemed only equal to
repeating what was said to him. He went into the room, and sat upon a
chair by Anna’s bedside. They had been bad friends for some time, but he
was scarcely awake enough to dread her tongue now.
“Well,” she said angrily, “have you nothing to say? You might tell me
you are glad I am safe through with it.”
“I am glad,” he said obediently, “that you are safe through with it.”
“And you had better be,” she cried. “I don’t know what your children
would have done without me,—such a father as they have! Here! don’t you
care to see your baby?”
She pulled the cover from its face, and he inspected it with the same
dull obedience, but beginning now to be unpleasantly conscious of Anna’s
angry eyes. Yet all the while the old love was tugging at her
heartstrings, as she read in his face and bearing the story of his
failure. But she would not spare him; Anna had not learned to spare
either herself or others.
“And your invention? Of course that was a failure, as I always told
you!”
“Yes,” he said in English, recalling the words of the ticket-clerk,
“yes, it was no go.”
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