"Yes--till I was twelve or thirteen," he said, slowly, as one who
grudges assent, "in my uncle's time, I liked it well enough, no doubt.
Boys don't realize the full terror of sea or cliff, you know, and are
perfectly happy swimming and climbing. I used to be amphibious in those
days, like a seal or an otter--in the water half my time; and I
scrambled over the rocks--great heavens, it makes me giddy now just to
THINK where I scrambled. But when I was about thirteen years old"--his
face grew graver still--"a change seemed to come over me, and I began
... well, I began to hate Penmorgan. I've hated it ever since. I shall
always hate it. I learned what it all meant, I suppose--rocks, wrecks,
and accidents. I saw how dull and gloomy it was, and I couldn't bear
coming down here. I came as seldom as I dared, till my uncle died last
year and left it to me. And then there was no help for it. I HAD to
come down. It's a landlord's business, I consider, to live among his
tenants and look after the welfare of the soil, committed to his charge
by his queen and country. He holds it in trust, strictly speaking, for
the nation. So I felt I must come and live here. But I hate it, all the
same. I hate it! I hate it!"
He said it so energetically, and with such strange earnestness in his
voice, that Eustace Le Neve, scanning his face as he spoke, felt sure
there must be some good reason for his friend's dislike of his
ancestral home, and forebore (like a man) to question him further.
Perhaps, he thought, it was connected in Tyrrel's mind with some
painful memory, some episode in his history he would gladly forget;
though, to be sure, when one comes to think of it, at thirteen such
episodes are rare and improbable. A man doesn't, as a rule, get crossed
in love at that early age; nor does he generally form lasting and
abiding antipathies. And indeed, for the matter of that, Penmorgan was
quite gloomy enough in itself, in all conscience, to account for his
dislike--a lonely and gaunt-looking granite-built house, standing bare
and square on the edge of a black moor, under shelter of a rocky dip,
in a treeless country. It must have been a terrible change for a
bachelor about town, like Walter Tyrrel, to come down at twenty-eight
from his luxurious club and his snug chambers in St. James' to the
isolation and desolation of that wild Cornish manor-house. But the
Tyrrels, he knew, were all built like that; Le Neve had been with three
of the family at Rugby; and conscience was their stumbling-block. When
once a Tyrrel was convinced his duty lay anywhere, no consideration on
earth would keep him from doing it.
"Let's take a stroll down by the shore," Le Neve suggested, carelessly,
after a short pause, slipping his arm through his friend's.
"Your cliffs, at least, must be fine; they look grand and massive; and
after three years of broiling on a South American line, this fresh
sou'wester's just the thing, to my mind, to blow the cobwebs out of
one."
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