Up there at Candes he lay dying, with some priests about him and the
monks of a new house. He lay stretched upon a bed of reeds, still
muttering to himself in a sort of sleep, the very old man. They
watched for his passing as they stood around, and it seemed to them
as though heaven was bending and touching earth to make a way for
the ascent of his spirit. All the Church of Gaul was centred here in
his lean and broken body, and three full generations which had seen
Gaul changed from the pagan to the Christian thing. He still muttered
faintly to himself upon his bed of reeds.
Within his closed mind, which no longer received the voices of this
world, there passed great dreams or memories, and the perpetual
wandering over the earth in the pursuit of his Lord filled Martin
now, as he lay dying, with scene after vivid scene in which he stood
outside himself and saw himself, and remembered all his time.
He felt, as his mind so wandered, a strong horse beneath him, and
he was upon that western road which came up to the western gate of
Amiens, straight from the Beauvaisis. He was a young soldier; he
was not much more than a boy. Against the metal scales of his jerkin
the sword hilt tinkled as he rode; the air was keen with winter;
there were dark clouds over the east, and a great menace of snow. The
rolling upland was bare right up to the brick wall of the city. His
mount moved impatiently through the biting wind, and as he went he
saw, crouching at the gate of the city, that beggar man, the memory
of whose eyes had filled all his life thenceforward. He remembered
the look and how, with shame, but compelled by a fire within him (and
looking up to watch whether the guard had noted an officer’s folly),
he had quickly cut his coat with his sword and thrown the fragment
of warmth down to the half naked man. He saw--he saw the eyes still
following him through the gate, not only with gratitude, not only
with benediction, but also with prophecy, and he rode on into the
town, ashamed in his mangled accoutrement, hiding the cut as best he
could with his left bridle arm, but still thinking of those eyes. And
Martin, lying there dying after full sixty years, murmured so that
men around him could hear the words, “It was the Lord, Martin; it was
the Lord.”
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