Miss Cheyne of Essilmont, Volume 2 (of 3)Grant, James
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Miss Cheyne of Essilmont, Volume 2 (of 3)
Grant, James
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Another moment, and he was face to face with the smiling and
brilliant Bella, who received him with somewhat of a flutter. A hot
colour swept through the girl's soft face, and, retiring as suddenly,
left her rather pale.
'I hope I don't intrude on you,' said Jerry, seized with a curious
access of bashfulness. 'I find you sitting, full of thought, with
your head on one side, like a canary.'
'Was I?' said she, caressing a great fox-terrier, with a plated
collar--Twesildown's present, no doubt, thought Jerry.
The latter had called in the hope of having a solemn leave-taking, if
not something better--one of those eternal adieux peculiar, he
thought, to heroes and heroines in novels and plays; thus he was
rather bewildered to find that Bella began to run on in a style of
conversation (adopted to cover her own nervousness or chagrin) that
was 'sparkling;' thus she chatted away, without waiting for answers,
on subjects culled from the society papers, fashionable journals, and
so forth, leaving him for a time, as he thought, 'unable to get a
word in, even edgeways,' till he announced to her that 'the battalion
had received its letters of readiness, and that the route had come.'
At these tidings her manner and colour changed at once, and her voice
and eyes softened, as she said,
'And you are really going away?'
'At last!'
'To Ashanti.'
'Yes, to Ashanti,' he replied.
Each seemed as if afraid to trust themselves to words of their own.
What he was doing while he spoke he scarcely knew; but he was trying
to fit on the top of his fingers in succession a tiny silver thimble
picked from her work-basket, and in every case without success.
The doubts in the mind of each still kept the cold cloud between
them--she believing that the love he might speak of again was
prompted by worldly selfishness combating with family pride: he
fearing that she received his love as inspired by fear of the
mortgages alone.
'Surely this is very sudden?' said she, after a pause.
'Oh no, we have expected a move for some time past--you will miss me,
I hope?'
'We have not seen much of you lately.'
'However, I should like to take with me into my place of exile--for
such I deem it--a knowledge, a hope that you did miss me a little.'
Bella was about to reply, what she knew not, but a choking emotion
came into her white, slender throat. Jerry saw the emotion, and
gathering courage, said,
'Do you remember, Bella, that more than once I had struggled with the
love with which you had inspired me till I could keep the secret no
longer.'
Jerry was still on the wrong tack, and was again terribly
misunderstood. Bella's pride and indignation came again to her aid,
and she replied, with a haughty smile,
'I am not likely to forget, Captain Wilmot: women do not forget such
speeches, or when a friend takes up the _rôle_ of a lover; but, after
what you _did_ say, we can never be the same to each other again.'
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