Miss Cheyne of Essilmont, Volume 2 (of 3)Grant, James
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Miss Cheyne of Essilmont, Volume 2 (of 3)
Grant, James
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'What did I say?' he exclaimed, regarding her earnestly and
wistfully. 'I remember that I made you an honest and
straight-forward avowal of the love that was in my heart, Bella.'
'Perhaps--but I only remember the terms in which you did make it,'
replied Bella, in whose mind the unfortunate and misconstrued term
'contempt of his world' was rankling.
'Once again, Bella,' said he, with his hand stretched out towards
her, and a great expression of entreaty in his eyes--'will you be my
wife--will you marry me?'
'It cannot be,' said she, with a firmness that was not entirely
assumed; 'but let us part friends.'
'Nothing more?' he asked, sadly.
'Nothing more,' she replied, in a choking voice.
In her angry pride of heart, one moment she had gone near to hating
him, but she does not hate him now--oh, far, far from it, when
looking upon the handsome and earnest face, as perhaps she may be
doing for the last time, but, so far as her words go, she is as
unyielding as ever. A little indignation at her hardness began to
gather in Jerry's heart, and he said, in a light tone of reproach,
'Of course, it is too much to expect an English girl to give up--on a
sudden, too--the comforts of an English home, the prospect of a
season in London and another at Brighton, to broil with a poor devil
on the Gold Coast, and share a South African bungalow.'
Bella took a peculiar view of this speech, and believed it was a
sudden way of 'shelving herself,' as she had refused him. She knew
nothing of the military etiquette and iron rule that prevented an
officer from quitting in any way after letters of readiness came, and
thought that Jerry might retire when he pleased, marry and keep his
wife at home. She gave a little disdainful smile and remained
silent, so Jerry spoke again--
'When I was a big boy in knickerbockers, and you were a little girl
in short frocks, we used to be like Paul and Virginia in the Wilmot
Woods.'
'Well, Paul and Virginia have grown up, and the young lady has come
to her senses.'
'If the gentleman has not.'
'He has come to his senses too, and has his eyes very wide open
indeed.'
'She is referring to those infernal mortgages,' thought Jerry (which
was the case), 'and how shall I ever undeceive her?'
'In our boy and girl time you would have trusted me,' he urged.
'Perhaps, but I did not know you as I do now, and the world you live
in.'
'The past, Bella----'
'Is past, Captain Wilmot; let us not refer to it again. I do not
understand you.'
'May I--can I--dare I explain?' he began, impetuously.
'Certainly not--there is nothing I wish explained,' said she, warmly,
though tears were in her eyes, and, as they seemed to be almost
'sparring now,' Jerry rose to withdraw, yet lingered, with a heavy,
loving, and angry heart, and said,
'To me you are in no way what you were once, Bella, and what I hoped
you might have been. When I was last in Wilmothurst I saw that puppy
Twesildown hovering about; surely you--you don't encourage him?'
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