Miss Cheyne of Essilmont, Volume 2 (of 3)Grant, James
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Miss Cheyne of Essilmont, Volume 2 (of 3)
Grant, James
Fiction
This was a blunt and unfortunate speech, for Bella's brown eyes
sparkled as she asked, hotly,
'How dare you think, much less ask, if I would encourage anyone?'
'I don't know--pardon me; I scarcely know what I think or what I say.'
'So it seems.'
Both were standing now, but apart. Oh, how Jerry longed to take her
in his arms and pour his farewell kisses on her lips and hair and
eyes; but this was not to be.
'How hard you are with me!' said he, after a pause.
'Have you deserved that I should be otherwise?'
'My mother has said----'
'Oh, I am infinitely obliged to Lady Julia for her opinion of me, of
course,' said Bella, cresting up her beautiful head; 'but what has
she said of me?'
'That you are the greatest flirt in Hampshire, and that, young as you
are, you have flirted with every man that came near you.'
'I think you must know more of me than she does, and may know how
much of all this is true; but she told me the same of you, and even
more, and that she could not get you off to your regiment soon
enough.'
'Why?' asked Jerry, with surprise.
'Because of a _tendresse_ for her own maid; and that you have been
making love to every woman and girl since. But all this gossip does
not concern me, so let the conversation end. You came to bid me
good-bye?'
'Yes,' said Jerry, in a hard tone.
'Had you not better bid papa good-bye too? I think I heard him come
in.'
She put her hand upon the bell.
'Stay one moment--stay!' he said, imploringly.
She looked down and played nervously with the silver bangles on her
wrists, some of them the gift of Jerry in happier moments.
'Consider once again,' said he, brokenly; 'think of what my life will
be apart from you. Will you dream of me when I am gone?'
'Why should I dream--and dreams come unbidden?'
'Think of me, then?'
'A waste of time surely. I shall have much to think of--papa and my
poor people.'
'Why do you speak like this to me?' he said, with a flash of
indignation. 'Is it because each day sees me a poorer and your
father a richer man? or has another touched your heart?'
An angry smile curled her lip at this question. She recollected the
scene in the conservatory, and remembered it has been said that 'a
woman never yields an inch, however innocently and generously, to a
man that he does not suspect her, sooner or later, of having given
way in a similar manner to some man who has come _earlier_.'
'I listen to all this too late. I know your motive. I thank you for
the honour you condescend to do me, but let the matter end,' said
Bella, while a shuddering sigh escaped her pale lips, for her
respiration came in little proud gasps and her heart throbbed
painfully--painfully for the part that pride inspired, and a doubt of
the purity of Jerry's love, though at the time loving him dearly
herself. It was every way a curious situation, and at last Jerry
took up his hat and gloves.
'We have been somewhat apart of late,' said he; 'yet I do not
wish--that--that we should part coldly.'
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