American fiction -- 19th century; Love stories; Romance fiction, American
Pen’yllan, and the lovely weather, quite lost their charm for the
moment. As she walked slowly down the hall, toward the parlor, holding
her mother’s letter in her hand, she would almost have been glad to
run away. She remembered so many little peculiarities she had noticed
in Lisbeth’s manner, of late. She had managed to leave her alone
with Hector so often; she had taken so many of those long walks by
herself; she had not looked well; she had sometimes been abstracted
and restless. The girl’s heart quite fluttered at the thought which
all these things forced upon her. She was afraid to indulge in such
a fancy. That day, when her confession had been made upon the beach,
Lisbeth had confessed that she was sorry for her past cruelty. Could
it be that her remorse had developed into a stronger feeling? Could it
be that she was more than sorry now? That she was beginning to value
the love she had thrown away, even to long for it? As I have said, the
thought frightened Georgie a little. She had seen so much to admire in
Hector Anstruthers, that she had often wondered, innocently, how it
was possible that Lisbeth could have resisted his numerous charms and
perfections. How, indeed, could any woman whom he loved be so hard to
please as not to appreciate him? She, herself, had appreciated him,
she told herself, blushing, even though he had not loved her at all as
he had loved Lisbeth. And yet she felt now as if it would be almost
dreadful to think that Lisbeth, cool, self-controlled Lisbeth, had
given way, in spite of her coolness and self-control. And then, if
this was the true state of affairs, how much more dreadful it became
to feel that she was misunderstood; that Lisbeth saw in her a rival.
Something must be done, it was plain, but it was a difficult matter to
decide what the something should be. Ah! if it had only been a matter
she could have talked over with mamma, who knew everything, and could
always advise her. But it was Lisbeth’s secret--Lisbeth’s and Hector’s;
and so she must be loyal to her trust.
She was quite sad, in the midst of her labyrinth, all the afternoon;
so sad, that when Anstruthers came in from the village, to partake of
Miss Clarissa’s tea, he marked the change in her at once. But he was in
a gloomy mood himself; so it is not to be wondered at that the small
party around the table was not nearly so gay as usual. Lisbeth had a
headache. Her eyes were heavy, and she said but little, and disappeared
as soon as the meal was at an end.
Georgie would have followed her at once, but in the hall Hector stopped
her.
“Come into the garden, Georgie,” he said; “I have something to say to
you.”
“Very well,” said Georgie, “as soon as I have asked Lisbeth to come,
too.”
“But,” he returned, “I do not want Lisbeth. What I have to say I must
say to you, not Lisbeth.”
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